(A completed novel)
Warning: mentioning of drug use, swearing, violence +
In a world where all high school attendants made it through the years peacefully, comes two people that were bound to break the rule. Meet Y/N, a teenager that copes with Dan...
'Tell me that you love me cause I need you so much'
'You did what?' Dan asked, in utter disbelief. 'We created you a YouTube channel' Tyler said simply. 'You're welcome' Shane smirked.
'You do know that creating me a YouTube channel is pointless right? Because I'll never use it' he sighed.
'Of course you are, no one ever bails out on YouTube' Connor laughed. 'Just give it a shot, D. You'll never know if you never try' Louise attempted to convince the boy.
'Fine' the stubborn boy finally gave in, 'I'll give it shot, only because you told me to' he huffed, earning a cheer from us all.
And that was the start of the British boy who turned from a normal boy living in a suburban home into a YouTube sensation.
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It seems that these days he's been focusing on YouTube rather than on his family and friends. He's got a lot to keep up with, I mean, his fan base has been growing rapidly.
'What's wrong with Dan?' Tyler asked, 'He has been acting a bit... Odd' Louise remarked. I nodded in agreement. 'It's not like him to act this way' I said.
'Act like what?' The voice that belonged to Dan thundered. His eyes were crimson, with dark circles underneath his brown eyes. 'Dan, have a seat with us' Connor insisted softly. 'No, I'm fucking leaving' he grumbled. He sounded more stressed than pissed.
'I'm going to talk to him, I'll be back' I stated, shooting my body up from the seat. With me hysterically panting from running, I finally caught sight of Dan.
'Dan, love' I cooed softly, flashing him a weak smile. He didn't reply, instead he gave me a stern frown. 'Dan, what's wrong?' I asked gently, avoiding myself to morph into an obnoxious girlfriend.
'Almost everything, Y/N' he sighed gloomily. 'I constantly feel distressed, and it came to the point where I start breaking things' he admitted, admitting through his gritted teeth. He was battling the urge to scream and break stuff, since his hand was shaking a lot.
With my arms snaked around his waist, I tried to cure his mind that was plagued with distress. 'Dan, I'm sorry that you have to go through this. I love you so much' I whispered. I felt him snicker.
'You don't know what you're in love with, Y/N..' He said lowly.
'W-what?' My voice cracked. He pushed my hands away from his waist, and left. Tears clouded my vision, and all my mind was demanding for was answers to why he's this way.
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For the rest of the day, he was out of sight, but not out of mind. The thought of just simply him paces around my mind for the rest of the day— his smile, his soft, brown hair— everything.
The bell rang, and I left. 'Is everything okay?' Louise asked me in concern. 'Yeah' I faked a smile, 'See you soon' I said rapidly. She looked at me with a questioning look.
I sighed miserably, while looking down at my feet gliding through the puddles of water. I allowed one man to ruin my day, but he wasn't just some man; he was my boyfriend.
I care about him, but a little too much is still too much. With my head plagued with concern, I drove my car a bit carelessly.
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The eerie sound of the other car's wheel shrieking was heard, and that's when the collision of our cars caused me to feel pain.
I didn't pass out, and I was fully aware of the trouble I placed myself into. 'A-are you okay?' The man stammered. I looked up to see his stern face. 'I'm sorry, sir.' I said, still out of breath. 'Are you okay?' He repeated.
'No sir, my arm hurts' I answered. I winced from the pain. 'I'll call an ambulance, love' he said kindly.
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I stood there, resting motionlessly on the bed as my mom, her boyfriend and my siblings looked down at me in slight anger, but mostly concern. 'Miss Y/L/N has a fractured arm, and she'll me needing a cast' the doctor informed.
I heard a sharp breath coming out from mom's lips. 'For how long, ma'am?' She asked, calmly. 'For about a month, Mrs Y/L/N' she stated.
'We're going to buy donuts kiddo, want some?' Noah asked softly. 'No thanks, I'm good' I said. The family left me and all I could focus on was my breathing. 'A visitor's here to see you' a nurse stated, as a tall figure entered the room. Dan.
Soon, the only two people left in the room was both of us. The bitter silence was painful to cope with. 'Y/N--' Dan managed to say, 'I'm so sorry' he sighed.
I didn't say anything back in response, but instead I just nodded my head without looking at his direction. 'Y/N, are you listening to me?' He asked.
'I am' I said, stiffening my body.
'Are you mad at me?' He asked. I looked into his eyes, and can't bring myself to become angry at him. 'I want to, but I can't' I sighed, 'I can't possibly be mad at you, because I love you that much' I grumbled.
'But I need some space right now' I demanded. His smile broke into a frown as the colour drained out from his skin. Tears brimmed my eyes. 'Please give me time to think through about us' I sighed gloomily.
'You don't love me anymore?' He asked, sounding extremely hurt. The once bashful Dan was no longer pure and blissful. 'I never said that' I said defensively.
'But again, I don't really know' I admitted.
'This doesn't make sense!' Dan cried, 'Just a second ago you said that you couldn't be mad at me because you love me...' His voice trailed off.
I blinked twice to adjust my sight. And from that moment, I was in utter confusion.
I fucked him up— I fucked myself up— I fucked us up...
'Dan, wait' I begged.
'I'm done trying to win you. The tables have turned, and you have to prove to me that I don't actually deserve to be in this state' he said, in a strained voice. 'I don't want to loose you, Dan' I began whimpering.
He left, and I ran chasing after him, not even caring if my injuries would slow me down.
