If I tell you I love you,can I keep you forever?

4 letter word......Time

I gotta admit as your author,I cried like a baby on this chapter.Don't judge me cause half of y'all might get chocked up on how sad it's about be!I honestly put my heart and truths about if I were in Carmen's shoes.So tell me if I'm right by Commenting your views,Peace!I love you guys,stay strong :,(

4 letter word......Time

Carmen Pov.

Jay strangely decided to have our Valentines day dinner early,like two weeks early.I was gettin' dressed over and Roxi's still,while my mom was enjoying the company of her boyfriend.I'm not mad,I'm happy for her cause he's a rich guy-I mean a great guy.
I was sitting down in Roxi's room in front her white vanity while she curled my hair.My dress was already on,make up done,and my heels were ready to slip on too.Just a quiet not smiling or talkative Roxi was in reflecting back in her mirror.
"Hey Rox,you okay?"I asked turning around to face her depressing face.

She shrugged.

"It's just....I wish,things were different and whatever's about to happen doesn't hurt someone DEEP and EMOTIONALLY to the core."she croaked.

"Have you been reading those vampire books in the library again?"I snickered as she put down the curling iron.

"No Carmen,I'm just sorry okay."she cried hugging me tightly.I patted her back confused to my tragic situation.I've never seen her so upset over me before.

"Princeton's here."my mother said peaking in.

"Okay,I'll be out in a minute."

She closed the door as Rox finally let go sitting down on her cream white comforter blowing her nose into a pink tissue.Her room is nothing but white and light pink like a baby girls room,lace included.

"I'll catch you later...or tomorrow."I assured slowly walking out.She muffled "Have fun"blowing her nose.

"Hey!"I smiled hugging him tightly.Even his mood was slightly sad because he hugged me differently than usual.

"Okay that's enough,10 seconds is the rule."Mr.Derek noted.I pulled back in question.

"When did you start givin' me boy rules?"I smirked.

"Since I convinced your mother boys of this decade only think about sex."he answered.

"No disrespect sir,but I respect her like a lady and a lady shouldn't influenced by that sin.I even wear a purity bracelet to show my respect."Jay answered shocking all of us.

"Well.....bring her back by 11 and you kids have fun tonight."he winked making us laughed out the door.

"Bye dad-I mean Mr.Derek."I slipped giggling into the hall.

"So when did you become worlds best son-in-law?"I asked as he held me in an embrace kissing me passionately against the wall.

"Prod gave me a heads up just in case but honestly....Since I fell in love with you."he answered sounding serious.I giggled putting my hands in to his hair.His curls are always so soft and smooth.

"Good,we might just get away with a lot more now."I smiled as he pressed his lips to mine again.All I could think was Whoa,what's gotten into to him.His demeanor is all serious and not playfully and funny like always.What is it with everyone today?!I text Prod earlier for a great idea for a Valentines gift for Jay,but he replied with a
I think you should just give him what's in your heart.
Of course I replied with
-__-Are you smoking hookah again,because that sounded like something you write in a dump love song,never mind!

"So this...."I smiled seeing the lighted streets and buildings of New York.Since it was snowing outside it made it even warm and toasty with a fire place next to us,lighted candles everywhere,slow jams playing in the back,and chocolate strawberries as well.We even made out in limo on the way over...God was it amazing.The way he touched was having me on high.