crush // c.d

party

it's finally friday, yes i did make the soccer team but i was waiting for today.  we all decided to have a party at my house, since we haveny had one since the day i met cameron.

after soccer practice  i went straight to the store, last minute grocery shopping. i park my car, i get out and walk in. i grab a cart, I started walking towards the chips area, after there i went to the sodas. since im not old enough to get alcohol, nash is making his brother get us it. i go and grab more things for the party, then i go to pay. after i pay, i start walking to my car with the cart, it was kinda heavy because of the sodas. i finish, i put the cart away, i get in my car and drive home.

i get home and jack is there, I thought he was out with Johnson. good hes here im gonna need help. i open the door, i yell jacks name. "IM HOME I NEED HELP WITH THE BAGS!" i said. then i hear jack coming but he isnt alone. camerom, jack, Johnson, nash was with him. "oh hey guys! can you help me bring in the bags?" i said. "sure" they said. i walk back outside and took 4 bags. i place them on the counter and the boys come in with the rest.

"i need to place all the food in a plate, i need the sodas in the corner, i need to change! omg how am I going fix this house in time!!?? im going crazy." i said. "lilly calm down, i can get the food ready, nash can put the sodas away, Johnson can help cam fix the house." jack said. "thanks guys, i dont know what id do without y'all." i said hugging them. "what time is the party again?" i asked. "6:30 pm" cam said. "what!! its 5:00! i gotta go!!" i said yelling while i run up the stairs.

i walk im my room i take a shower, once I finish i blow dry my hair, then curled the tips. i grabe my robe and i put it on. i walk to my closet, i put upn my undergarments, then I picked out a black dress that is mid thigh. i put it on, i put my higj heel bolts that reach up to my knee. i go back to my bathroom put on some make up, and i added red lipstick. i curl my hair a little more, then i add my bracelet (My dad gave me). done! its 6:20, i go down stairs to only see jack on the couch on his phone. "where did they go?" i asked. he looked at me, "wow lil sis you look nice but it would look better if the dress was longer! but they went to get ready." he said. "gee thanks, i wont change! and okay! is everything ready?" i asked. "at least i tried. and yes everything is ready! wait... is that the bracelet you said dad gave you?" he looked at my arm. "yes, i miss him jack!" I sighed. "its okay lilly! we have to be happy not sad!" jack hugged me. "fine! so who's your date?" i asked. "this girl named madison, shes almo-" he got interrupted by the door bell.

i get up and answered the door, its cameron. "hey lil- YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL BABE!!" he smiled. "thanks babe, you too" i kissed his cheek. "oops i forgot i had lipstick on!" I chuckled. "its okay lilly!" he laughed. "lets get that cleaned up." I grab his hand and we walk to the kitchen. "hey cameron! what happened to your face?" Jack laughed. "shut up loser!" cameron said. i just laughed. i clean camerons face, then more people come.

everyone is here, its been two hours i think. cameron said he wanted to get a beer. im staying sober tonight. i sit and wait for cameron to come back, he hasnt came yet. I assume he's with the guys. i text mayrin and asked her where shes at.

mayrin: im outside!!
lilly: im coming
mayrin: wheres cameron?
lilly: idk :/

i walk outside i find mayrin. "hey!" i smiled. "hey girl!! i didnt know ms lilly knew how to throw a party!" she said yelling over the music. "of course I know how to throw a party!!" I laughed. "man how come your not drinking?!" I asked. "because matt is for sure going to so, i have to bw the sober one to drive. what about you?" she asked. "well first i dont wanna do anything stupid. second I don't really like drinking." i said. "yeah i guess so." she sighed. "well ima go look for cameron can you come with me?" I asked. "sure!" she got up.

we start walking inside, and its smells like alcohol and sweaty people. i walk upstairs because what if he need to use the bathroom. i go to the bathroom near jacks room. i open it ... i see something i never wanted to see. i dont say anything i just slam the door. "lilly stop running!!" mayrin yelled. i ran as i fast I could in these heels. i ran to the nearest park, i take off my heels and i just one swings. how could he do that to me. he kissed another girl, i saw it with own eyes. was i not good enough for him? did i get uglier than i was? at this point my make up is ruined. good thing i have my phone, its 2:30 am. im just gonna take a nap ill be up before morning.

i wake up and its 12:30 pm. dang it i fell asleep to long. i grab my heels and started walking home. while im walking home i just keep remembering what happened. once i see my house, i see all the boys cars, a police car, and camerons car. i walk towards my house, everyone looks at me. "lilly your okay!! you had us worried sick!! what's wrong?" jack said hugging me. "im okay, and officers dont worry im not missing." i said. they nodded and left. jack lets me go, i walk past everyone. i go to my room and lock myself in there.  i take a shower, changed into my Nike sweats, and my nike sweater.

someone knocks on my door. "lilly open up its me cameron" he said. i open the door, to see the guy who broke my heart. he tried to hug me but i push him and slap him. "HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME CAMERON?! WAS I NEVER GOOD ENOUGH? I SAW YOU WITH MY OWN EYES KISSING THAT GIRL LAST NIGHT! I LOVED YOU CAMERON, YOU BROKE MY HEART! I DONT THINK I COULD EVER FORGIVE YOU!" i yelled. "lilly no, please stop it meant nothing!" he said, i could see in his eyes that hes hurt. "i dont care cameron, just leave." i said. "lilly please" he begged. LEAVE CAMERON!" i yelled. he walks away, and I slam my door. i fall down on the floor and just cried.