crush // c.d

chill day

its Monday, i hate mondays. i woke up, took a shower brushed my teeth, changed. once I finished I fixed my hair, i left it natural. i put my shoes on, i went down stairs. i grabbed my keys and walked out. i drove to starbucks, ordered quickly. i drove back to school, i have a test today and I kinda studied. but i mean i have good grades so.. i parked in my parking spot. i walk in, i see cameron with his friends, i didnt walk to him because hes with his friends, i don't want to interrupt. when i pass them cameron stops me. "hey? what's wrong?" he asked. "nothing!" i smiled. i hugged him, "i didn't want interrupt, you need your guy time." I kissed his cheek and walked away. once i get to my locker someone taps me. i turn around, she looks really familiar. "hi my name is madison! your lilly right? jacks sister!?" she asked. "yes! hi madison ive always wanted to meet the girl my brother talks about a lot." i smiled. "aw well nice to meet you, i just wanted meet you and talk! heres my number, whenever you want to hangout im here!" she handed me her phone. i enter my number, she enters her number in my phone. i say bye to her and walked to class.

after I finished my test, i pulled my phone out. 5 messages, 3 snapchats, i open my phone, i first check my messages.

jack😎: so you met madison?!! one hour ago.

cameron❤️: hey babe good luck on your test!! 😘 45 minutes ago.

madison🤗: hey girl!! 10 minutes ago.

mayrin😛: where are you?? 2 minutes ago.

matthew🤑: GIRL WHATS UP!!

i answer back to Jack ;
lilly: yes i did! shes really nice!! I approve!
then i answer back to cameron ;
lilly: thank you babe! sorry im now answering i was talking to Jack's lover
then i answer back to madison ;
lilly: heyy!! sorry i was taking a test
then I answer back to mayrin ;
lilly: in class why?
then I answer back to matthew ;
lilly: BOY IM GOOD WHAT ABOUT YOU!!?

we had like another 30 minutes left till class is over. my mom texted me.

mom💘: hi honey! so im at party city looking for things for your birthday party this weekend, what do you want me to buy?
lilly: uhh how about sliver things like table cloth and other stuff.
mom💘: okay honey!! no texting in class!!
lilly: you texted me first🤔

thank goody class is over. i walk to my 2nd block class. which is art, I finished my final so basically i have nothing to do.

the whole block i watched netflix. now its time for lunch, i walk to our table. i didnt get food today, "babe your not getting food?" cameron asked. "nah im good" i smiled. he was about to walk back in line but i stop him. "its okay cameron im not hungry." i hold his hand. everyone comes to the table, "hey guys!! I smiled "hey lilly!" they all said. "so lilly your birthday is this Saturday!" aaron said. "yeah, my mom wants to have a party, not like a crazy one but like friends and family since im turning 18" i said. "thats good, were in invited right?" hayes asked. "of course, you guys are my family" I chuckled. "ayyy" they said. "has anyone seen mayrin?" i asked. "uhh i uhh dont uh know.." hayes said. "your hiding something from me. im leaving, im going to mayrins house." i got up. I walk out the cafeteria, went to class grabbed my bag. i walk to the office, "hi i need to leave my dad is at my house and this is only time i can see him before he leaves us again." i said. "okay, can i see your early dismissal card?" she asked. i showed her and she let me leave. i get in my car, my phone keeps ringing. i ignore it and drive to maryins house. when i get there, i see moving trucks. i get out my car, i walk to the door that's opened already. "MAYRIN" i yelled. she comes down saying "yes mo-" she stopped. "lilly what are you doing here?" she asked. "what are you doing mayrin? huh you thought you were just going to pack up and just leave me? were you ever going to tell me?" i asked. "lilly please, i was going to tell you" she said. "when?" i said tearing up. "my bestfriend is leaving!" i said. "lilly please. just know i didn't tell you because i didnt want to see you hurt, like you are now." she said. "when are you leaving?" i said. "Wednesday" she looked down. "i cant right now. i have to go" i said. i walk out, i get in my car. i drive home, my mom is home. i open the door, "lilly why are you here, arent you supposed to be in school?" she said. "i left because mayrin wasnt at school, when I asked the boys, they didnt tell me. so i went to her house, to see a moving truck, all her stuff in there. shes leaving mom, everyone knew but me." i said crying. "honey its okay, are you guys fight?" she said. "were not fighting, I'm just upset." i said. "come here" she said. i hug her, she wipes my tears. "go take a nap, ill let you know when someone is here for you." she said. "thanks mom" i said. i go up stairs and laid on my bed.

i woke up, and its 6:30, that was a long nap. i go downstairs, no one is home. i go to the fridge to get milk, then to the food cabinet to get cereal. i get my bowl and spoon, I pour the cereal then milk.

when i sit down theres a note on the table. "mom went out with her friends, im at mayrin's house. once you wake up com straight to her house. she has something to tell you! -Jack". i finished my cereal, put my bowl in the dish washer.

i finished getting dressed, then grabbed my keys and drove to mayrins house.