crush // c.d

birthday

*3 days later*

its been three days since the incident. cameron was released the next day, mayrin did too. we all went to our own houses to relax.

todays my birthday, I finally turn 19. within the year, i met the love of my life and had two beautiful babies. i pick up my phone from the desk to see a bunch of messages.

(groupchat: Matt, Johnson, Hayes, Jack, Cameron, Aaron, Taylor, Nash, Mayrin, Any, kattie, madison)

any: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BBG ILYSM 💖
mattchu😇😎: happy birthday loser, love you lots and wait tell i see you, ill give you 19 punches ☺️
nashbear🤔: happy birthday kiddo, your old & thanks matt for the idea 😎
loserbrother ❤️: little sister, you are no longer little, but still forever my little sister and my favorite girl. happy birthday asshole.
madison😘: BBG HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE YOU MUCHO
kattie🦄: your 19 WOW DUDE YOUR OLD LOVE U THOUGH HBD
taylor🤓: since everyone is saying happy birthday might as well say Merry Christmas, lol jk ily boo hbd 😉😂
Aaron😆: girl its ya birthday
hayeshoe🤑: YOUR LITERALLY MY FAVORITE ONE IN THIS GC EVEN ANY BUT HBD 😿🤑

I laughed and texted back.

me: thanks guys ily lots, matt and nash if you get near me ill punch you somewhere you dont wanna get hit 😉 hayes you know it boo 🤑💅🏼

i read camerons text next,

baby🙄💖: happy birthday the love of my life, im out getting things for tonight i left some money on the table incase your hungry. spoil yourself today, i love you 😘❤️

i smile, after reading messages from my parents and gina and sierra, I checked Twitter.

@lillygilinsky: YA GIRL IS 19 🤑

everyone else started to say happy birthday, ive always wanted justin bieber to notice me since FOREVER. but thats when i receive a dm.

@justinbieber: happy birthday lilly!! thanks for showing so much support through out everything, love you

i started to jump on the bed, jumping in excitement. I respond right away.

@lillygilinsky: oh my gosh you literally just made this the best birthday ever. thank you so much!! I support the people i love and care for.

he answers, @justinbieber: well i guess ill see you at your party

@lillygilinksy: wait your coming?? how?? what!!?

@justinbieber: well im close friends with matt so he invited me lol

after talking to him for a while I decided to get up and shower. i brush my teeth and change into my outfit for today.

i told cameron i didnt want a huge party with a bunch of people, bc i want to spend my birthday with my kids and friends and family. he said he was okay with that.

for some reason i didnt hear the babies. i call cameron, "uh babe where are the babies?" i asked. "they're with me, i wanted to take them out. i was gonna take them to mayrin and matts house." he said.

"oh okay that scared me i thought something happened." i sigh in relief. "happy birthday babe" he said.

"aw thank you well i gotta go, rickey and lohanthony texted me, they wanna hangout." i said. "alright have fun" he chuckled.

i hang up, i put food and water for lola. she has grown so much.

i leave the house and get in my jeep. recently, i brought it to the shop so they can paint it matte black. which im in love with.