crush // c.d

telling our fans

i wake up to see jack in my room. "goodmorning" i say scratching my eyes. "goodmorning, i woke up very early and got dressed, so I decided to come here. thats why im here" he said. "it's okay, well im going to get ready. can you text cameron and tell him im going with you" i said walking to my bathroom. "okay" he smirked. "please dont do anything with my phone i trust you" i say. "my finger print is still here right?" he said. i nodded and walked in.

after taking a shower i brush my teeth. i dry my body & hair. I wrap my robe around myself, and walked out. "Jack, what did cam say?" i asked picking out my outfit. "he said okay" he said. "okay" i walk back in and changed quickly, and curled my hair. 

I finally finished, well took me only 30 minutes. jack says i take hours to get ready.

we leave the house, jack wanted to drive. once we got there we walk to our spot. i didnt see cameron so probably hes late.

"guys i think ready to tell the fans" i said. "they would have found out anyways" matt said. i nodded, then out of nowhere cameron scares me. i laugh, "funny" i glare at him. he laughed and kissed me.

"well im going to class, feels weird saying that since we havent been here for a week" i laugh. "you weird lilly" hayes said. "weird in a good way" i wink.

i walk to class, i take my seat. since we only have 2 months of school left all we've been doing is reviewing the things we've learned. apparently next week we get report cards. kms. first block was my favorite class until mayrin left, i have taylor and aaron but is not the same.

finally class is over, i walk to my second block class which is with matt. knowing matt, and his crazy self. sometimes he does his work, other times he just messing around. but somehow hes passing this class with a 'C'.

today we had to work in partners, of course me and matt looked at each other. matt ran to me, almost tripping and sat next to me. "matt calm down, your always my partner" i laugh. he laughed, "well what if someone took you" he said. "I wouldn't let them." i smile.

we start working on our science lab. matt kept laughing because of my goggles.

after cleaning up, we left class. then we went to lunch. i go sit down, then matt and aaron came. "hey girl hey" aaron said in a girly way. "hey Aaron" I chuckled. "what about lunch?" matt said. "im going to buy water and get a salad" i said. "here let me get it" i hear someone say. i turn around and its cam. "you dont have to" i say. "please" he said using the puppy dog face. "fine" i laugh.

once cameron came back, everyone else came. "guys we only have two more months" i say looking at my salad. "lilly, we all talked and we decided not start touring yet. we want to be in your niece or nephews life." matt said, everyone nodded. "guys you cant do that" i said shaking my head. "sorry lilly but we made the decision" matt sighed. i pushed my salad to the side.

I don't want the boys to stop doing what they love just because of me. yes im having a baby but that doesn't mean they need stop. I love them so much, that i want them to be happy. yes they annoy me, bother me, they respect me, there not only my friends, they're my brothers.

the bell rang, meaning we need to go back to class. i walk to class this is the only class i dont have with the boys. 4th block is always crazy because Cameron, Matt, Aaron, Nash, Taylor is in my class. hayes isn't because hes a sophomore.

i took my notes, did my assignments. sometimes i finish before everyone, so my teacher lets me use my phone with the 30 minutest left. i go on snapchat and watched everyones snaps. i feel like everytime I watch everyones it takes me 20 minutes.

cameron texted me saying we need to tell the fans. i want to but im scared that im going to get tons of hate. i text back saying after school.

class is finally over just one more class. my teacher is actually pretty chill, he gives us one assignment then goes to sleep. he told us if we did some its a 100% and if you did none its a 30%.

i walk to class, and took my seat. a few minutes later the boy came in together since they had last block together. they sit next to me then we began talking.

"should we make a snapchat about the announcement or a video guys?" i said. "snapchat its easier and quicker so you wont have to edit." taylor said. "okay tay tay" I chuckled. "awh man i hate that name" he pouted. "its okay" i pat his shoulder.

i decided not to do it after school, i should do it now since I finished my work. which means the boys might copy. i open snapchat and started recording, "okay hey guys! i have an announcement to make probably in the next snap" i smile. then i post it, started recording again, "okay so me and cameron are having a baby" i said while showing the camera to cameron.

i was a little scared to post it, so i gave it to aaron so he could do it. he posted it, within seconds my Twitter, snapchat, Instagram, messages notifications started blowing up. i read a couple, most of them were nice, some of them were kinda rude.

one of them said, "did you force cameron to get you pregnant? slut." or "what a slut" or "cameron could have done better." it hurts sometimes, the boys always tell me to ignore it. 

after reading the comments i turn my phone off and continued talking to the guys.