crush // c.d

day before graduation

*two weeks later*

today is basically our last day in school. i am currently 5 weeks pregnant.

cameron was going to pick me up since he had to stay with his mom, i didnt feel like dressing up today. i took a quick shower brushed my teeth.

once I finished i dry my hair and put it in a messy bun. i add a little bit of make up, which was only eyeliner and mascara.

i change quickly, i grab my phone and bookbag. i went downstairs, jack left already to pick up madison.

i hear the door bell ring, I answer it and its cameron.

"hey babe"

"hey you ready?" he said.

"as you can tell i didn't really try today so yes im ready" i laugh.

"you look cute even if you "didnt" try" he smiles. i laugh and we headed out. i lock the door, and walked with cameron.

cameron opens my door being a gentleman. "why thank you" i say. "your welcome babe" he laughs.

cameron jogs over to his side and got in and started driving. while cameron drives he has one hand to hold my hand and the other one the wheel. i take a picture of our hands and posted it one Instagram.

he parks and we both got out. we walk in hand and hand. we walk to where everyone was at, "hey guys who's ready for tomorrow?" i said. "not me, because im not graduating hahaha" hayes laughed. "hayes your weird but its adorable" I squeeze his cheeks.

"seriously i can't believe we are graduating tomorrow." matt said. "same" i sighed.

"guys why so debbie downer? were gonna be together remember?" cameron.

"yeah but you guys stopped doing what youve always wanted to do just for me." i said. "we did it because we love you, and your baby. we want to be in your child's life. we will be the best uncles in the world" nash said.

"you guys are amazing but dont stop your dream for me." i said. they didnt say anything, "well im going to my locker so see guys later" i smile.

i know i cant change there mind but i at least i tried. i walk to my locker, but someone taps my shoulder. its any.

"any? what do you want?" i say bluntly. "i know we have our differences but i just wanted to congratulate you in person. im sorry for what happened earlier this year. hopefully we can forgive and forget because i miss having you in my life." she said.

"thank you any, it means a lot. i know i shouldnt have been selfish and only care about myself. but i do accept your apology, what happened to tammy and kattie?" i said.

"well tammy moved, kattie isnt speaking to me because she thinks i slept with her boyfriend which is a total lie because im currently dating someone." she said.

"don't worry any, you got me now. ill talk to you later though the bell is about ring" i smile. she nods and hugs me.

i walk to class, and i see taylor and aaron already sitting. "you guys are early?" i said. "well today is the last day for us and they can't punish us if we do something because they said so. so... me and Taylor glued everything on Mr Barrs desk. and maybe his chair also." aaron laughed.

"you guys are evil" i said. "wait arent we cleaning out our lockers in this block?" i asked. they nodded, the teacher walked in and sat down. when he tried to move his notebook, it wasnt moving.

then he tried to get up but once he did the chair was stuck to his butt. "who did this??" he said, knowing he cant get mad. "me" both aaron and taylor said. "funny" the teacher said.

"told yah" aaron said. Mr Barr told us to clean out our lockers now. i didnt have much in my locker, expect when jack would use my locker since it was closer to his class. he would always throw his garbage in there.

while i was cleaning my locker cameron came. "hey babe" he kisses my cheek. "hey, i sorta fixed things with any" i said.

"lilly really? she hurt you, no one can do that. but i cant do anything about." he sighed. "its okay i can protect myself." i smile.

"where is jack im going to hurt him! he left all his trash im here!" i said. "hes probably cleaning out his, might take a while but let me help" he walks over to my locker.

we finished in like ten minutes so me and cameron asked if we can just wait in the cafeteria where everyone was at.

i find an empty seat, cameron sits beside me.

a few minutes later they all came. i tried to look for any but i couldnt find her. "who are you looking for?" matt said. "any" i said.

"what?? your talking to her again? lilly she hurt you" he said. "yeah okay so did i. can we just forgive and forget?" i sighed.

"fine" he said.

the teachers decided we should just stay and chill. since they had nothing planned. i wanted to take last minute pictures with everyone.

"can we take a picture, together? even if i look terrible" i asked them.

"sure" they said.

first was hayes, jack, johnson, cameron, me, aaron, taylor, then nash. i see any sitting by herself on her phone. i yell out her name, "any!" i said. she looks up, "come and take a picture with us" i said.

she got up, and stood between me and aaron.

cameron asked someone to take the pictures, we took a bunch because we kept making faces and more. I scroll through the picture and smiled.

i sent it to everyone, which took a while.

"what should we do now?" hayes said. "lets just spend time with each other, i know were gonna be together but its our last day here." i sighed. "we wont be able to walk in this school and walk to our spot, or open those lockers anymore, we wont eat there terrible food, we wont be able to have classes together. i never realized how much im going to miss this place. if it wasnt for any or matt, i wouldnt be here with you guys, or even dating cameron or even having a baby. you guys changed me, i was spoiled brat last year, i cared about my self. once i met you guys its like i changed on my own, not like I force myself to change. i changed because i was around people who actually cared for me. i dont understand what i was doing last year. thank you any and matt for changing me for the good." I finally said.

after i said that i saw any crying, matt had a tear slipping down his cheek. "guys i love you all" i said almost crying. i hug all of them.

we talked for a while and talking about tomorrow. any was moving to new york, she wants to enjoy the life of new york. she wanted to stay until the baby is born.

i told them i was going to take a little nap. i soon fell asleep.