crush // c.d

one year anniversary

*skipping to a week later*

my doctor told me I didn't have to use crutches any more but i need to be careful with my foot, but today is me and camerons one year of being together. you probably like oh she got pregnant and engaged within the year?!

well if you love someone go for it. this morning cameron went out but he did make me breakfast in bed.

i was alone right now with the babies. i lay them on the floor so they can play with their toys. jack texted saying he was on his way with madison.

once they came i told them to watch the babies while i got ready. i take a shower quickly and since i already brushed my teeth i didn't need to.

i change into my life of pablo shirt that i got recently. it was a tan-ish color, i put on black jeans and my white huaraches.

once I finish my makeup i spray my perfume and put on deodorant. i grab my bag and phone and walked downstairs.

madison was with alex and hazel was with jack. "you guys would be great parents" i smirked. the laughed and smiled.

"do you guys wanna do anything?" I asked. "i gotta help cameron with something" he shrugged. "im free" madison smiled.

"shopping?" i said. "lets go!" she got up with alex. jack hands me hazel, i grab their baby seats and put them in the car.

madison buckled alex in and I buckled hazel and she started giggling like crazy which made alex giggle.

madison sits in the passenger seat and i sit in the drivers seat. "isnt today your anniversary?" she asked.

i smile, "yeah" she smiled. "you and cameron are literally goals, you guys have kids and getting married soon." she smirked.

"its been a crazy year" i laugh. madison plugs her phone and puts on music. she puts in bryson tiller.

we start singing and snap chatting. i get a text message from matt.

mattchu🐳: wyd right now?
lilly: going to the mall with madison why
mattchu🐳: oh no reason
lilly: uh alright i guess??

with that i turn off my phone and continued talking to madison. once we got there i put the baby's in the stroller my mom bought. it was two in one, which was much easier.

we start walking to the mall until a bunch of fans came towards us. "omg lilly!!" they yelled, which made the babies cry. they heard them crying so they quite down, i swayed the stroller a little making them stop crying. i take pictures and then we left.

"what store?" she asked. "nike" i smile. "i havent gotten camerons gift. he told me not to spoil him or spend money on him. well i am.

"i need get camerons presents here" i said. she nods, we go our separate ways.

once we meet back i have about 4 boxes and she has two. i go pay for the shoes and waited for madison. once she finishes she wanted to go to PINK, i just wanted to buy a olive green sweater. i wasn't planning on spending a lot today.

once i paid, madison told me jack was picking her up. we said our goodbyes, I decided to go home also. i get everything in the car, then i put the babies in. i turn the car on and texted cameron i was going home. i start backing out the parking lot and drove home.

i got home in fifteen minutes. i get the babies put first then i take the bags out. i walk in the house leaving the bags on the floor, i walk into the kitchen to see Matthew eating. "matt" I said. he jumps and drops the chips on the floor. "DUDE" he yelled.

matt is so easy to scare, i love scaring him bc of his reaction. i lay the babies on the baby hammock and walked towards matt.

i help clean up and threw them away. "so whats up" i said washing my hands. "nothing i was with cameron earlier." he said texting someone. i nodded, i grab a water bottle from the fridge and sat next to matt. "so i went to the mall today and some of my fans saw me and the twins were asleep but woke up crying bc of the noise." i laugh. "they did get hurt right?" matt asked. "of course not" i said.

"cameron hasn't been answering my messages." I shrugged. "he's busy" matt said. i nodded and started texting jack.

me: brother ☹️
jack 😎❣: yes sista
me: im bored, why did you take madison from me 😒
jack 😎❣: i needed her for something
me: for ?
jack 😎❣something 🙂 gotta go love you😗

i groan and got up, "matt ima take a nap, can you watch the babies? wake me up if something happens." i said. he nods, i leave the kitchen walking upstairs. i lay my phone the table and laid down. i soon fell asleep.

i feel someone shaking me and people talking. "what" i groan. "wake up" matt said. "why" i said falling back asleep. "you need to get ready, were all going out to eat dinner" he said. i groan louder and got up.

i grab my phone and walked into the bathroom. i look like a mess: i start straightening my hair then curling my hair. i put a little hair spray and fixed my make up. i walk out the bathroom to my closet, i pick out a burgundy tight strapless dress. i grab my black heels and laid them on my bed.

I quickly change and put lotion on my legs and arms. i spray perfume and put on deodorant. then i put on koko k matte lipstick from Kylie's cosmetic.

i grab my phone and purse and walked out. i see cameron sitting down with the guys and mayrin and madison. "hey guys" i smile. cameron gets up and hugs me and softly kisses me. i chuckle and stopped the kiss. "where are the babies?" I asked. "my mom wanted to spend time with them tonight." cameron said.

"aw okay"i smile. "lets go!" matt said. we all nodded and got into our cars. "where are we going?" I said. "cheesecake factory, since they have great food" cam smiled. i nodded, "happy one year babe" i kissed his cheek. "happy one year" he smiles putting his hand on my thigh. "your gifts are at home" i said.

"but my gift is sitting right next to me" he smiles.