crush // c.d

just you and me

we are finally back in California, Jack wanted to pick us up. i call him, "hey jack were here" i said.

"okay im outside ill come in" he said. i hang up and waited with cam. "jack is coming in" i say holding his hand. "your going to tell him right? about modeling?" he said. "i will cameron" i smile. he nods.

i see jack across the room, he also sees me. i run to him, and jumped on him. "i missed you" i say hugging him. "me too" he laughs. I get of and we walk back to cameron. "hey cameron, was my sister good?" jack said . "yes she was" cam laughed. they hug and we began to walk.

"jack i have something to tell you" i said playing with my fingers. "cameron you better have not got her pregnant" he said looking at cam. "noo we haven't yet. but this is about me." i said. he nods and looks at me. "im sorta a model" i said looking down. " WHAT!! since when!!?" he said. "since Tuesday, i wanted to tell you in person" i smiled. "congrats little sister!!" he hugs me.

"lets go home" i say. why would jack think i was pregnant? me and cameron havent done it yet. i mean im a virgin, im not sure about cameron. im ready when hes ready.

"im going home to get ready, i have a surprise for you, so pack extra ill be here by 5:30" he kissed my cheek. since his car was in my garage we didnt have to drop him off.

i go upstairs and change, i also pack some extra clothes. after I finish i go to jacks room. "hey jack" i smile.

"hey lilly, where you going?" jack asked. "cameron is taking me out, he told me to pack extra" i said sitting on his bed. "so that means you wont be here?" he said. "i dont know yet" i said. "ill tell cameron if we can come back Sunday, then we have the whole day together" i said. "okay" he smiles and attacks me. "Jack please don't tickle me!!" i said. with that he starts tickling me.

I continued laughing and trying to stop him. "please" i begged. he stops and laughs. "what time is it?" i said. "5:15" he said. "woah im almost leaving, i need to ask mom" i said getting up. "ill go with you." he said.

we go downstairs to see my mom watching tv. "mom is it okay if i got out with cameron tonight? he has a surprise for me and told me to pack extra" i said. "sure but use protection" I gasped. she laughed, but jack was serious. "im kidding calm down jack, your fist are turning purple" mom said. i laughed, the door bell rang and i went to get it. "hey!" i smile. "hey babe" he kisses me. "no PDA" Jack said.

I rolled me eyes and said bye. "jack is being very protective" i said. "hes a brother, I protect my sister even if shes older." i laughed. "why would he think i was pregnant" i laugh

cam parks into the parking lot, i look at the house and its huge. "no way this is bigger then my house." i said. cameron laughs and takes me bag and his. we walk in and its beautiful. it was like an hour drive.

we go to the master bedroom and boy its huge. "im in love with this house." I laugh.

we lay down and i changed into my calvin klien underwear, with an over sized shirt. "you hungry?" i said. "yes!" he got up.

cameron and i go downstairs, i go in the kitchen and camero goes to the living room. there is alot of food in the fridge. i grab. eggs, bacon, cheese, and orange juice.

i decided on making an omelette with cheese and bacon. i cook the bacon first, then i cut it into small pieces. i crack 3 eggs in the bowl and mixed it up, i put the pan to heat. i wait a for few seconds. i pour the egg in the pan, i then put in the bacon. i wait for it to cook so i can put the cheese. i fold it in half, and grabbed a plate to put it on. then i turn of the stove.

i grab a cup and pour in the orange juice. "cameron food is ready!!" i yell. " mmm it smells good." he sits down and kisses me. "breakfast for dinner" i laugh. "what about you babe?" he asked. "ill get cereal after i clean up." i get up and cleaned a little and ate cereal. once we both finish we go upstairs.

i lay in bed and so does cam. "lilly im not trying to rush you but im ready when your ready." he said. i bite my lip and kissed him. the kiss got tense, and then it led to us laying in bed cuddled up.

i don't remember if cameron used protection. what if he didn't? i mean im 18 but i haven't graduated, what if i pregnant??

i fell asleep after a while of questioning myself. i love cameron, if im pregnant im glad its his baby. once i get back home i need to check.