Muke One Shots

Medicine

MICHAEL

I'm no good for him. He deserves someone better than me. Someone who could make him feel better than I could. Someone worth loving.

And that person wasn't me. 

"Don't you dare aim that at me, I'll throw this chair at you, so help me god."  I shouted at the smirking boy with a water gun in his hand, pointing directly at me.

 "You would never!!" He gasped in fake shock.

"Don't ever doubt me, Luke Hemmings." I said, readying my chair to throw it at him. 

"Have I ever told you how beautiful you are?" He smiled at me.

"Won't work, Hemmings, I'm ready for anything."

Out of nowhere i feel water pouring over my head. I look up to see Ashton and Calum standing on the balcony with a bucket of water balloons.

"You assholes!" I shout, throwing the chair up into the air, not realizing that it would come right back down on top of me.

"Oh fuck." I say before jumping out of the way of the descending chair.

"Michael Clifford, you should win something for being such a smart guy." Luke laughs at me as I lie on the ground.

"Shut up," I groan, not making any movement to get up off of the ground.

Luke smirks and aims the water gun at me, pulling the trigger. Water squirted onto my face, but I still didn't move. I was far too tired to get up.

Luke threw the water gun to the ground and lied down next to me.

"I love you." He said, looking toward me with a grin.

I grabbed the water gun from the ground and squirted him with it. "I love you too, you doofus."

I love you Luke Hemmings, but I can't do this anymore. I don't want you to feel bad. It's not your fault. I've only made you worse. I've only caused trouble for you. I've only ever made you cry.

So this is my final goodbye, Luke.

"Come and cuddle with me, right now." Luke whined, pulling a puppy dog face from the couch.

"For the last time, I am not watching Finding Nemo for the fifth day in a row." I laughed at  his little pout.

"But you barely even watched it the other five times." He pouted.

"How can you stand watching the same movie over and over again?" I laugh, grabbing my hot chocolate and sitting down on the couch with him.

"No," he whined. "You have to lie down with me so we can cuddle!"

"But I can't drink my hot chocolate lying down, stupid." I laughed, taking a sip from the batman mug.

"Then don't drink the hot chocolate!" He whined, grabbing my waist and leaning his head on my shoulder.

"But that'd be such a waste of hot chocolate." I pouted, teasing him.

"You're such a meanie." He said, letting go of my waist and falling back into the cushions of the couch.

"Fine," I say, putting my mug on the coffee table. "I guess I can lay with you."

"Aha! Victory!" He smiles, pulling me down onto the couch with him, wrapping his arms around my torso.

I'm sorry that I wasn't a better person during our time together.

It will always be my biggest regret.

"I saw the pictures, Michael." Luke shouted, tears streaming down his face.

"Luke, I didn't mean it I was-"

"I don't fucking care what you were, I want you out." He screams.

I try to protest, but he grabs the closest object (a lamp) and throws it at me.

"I never want to see your face ever again, you asshole!" He sobbed.

"Luke, please..."

"Get out! Just get the fuck out! You fucker, I hate you! I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!" He screamed, falling to the ground in a heap of sobs.

I grabbed my jacket, tears falling from my eyes, and made my way to the door. "I'm so sorry, Luke."

I should've never met you in the first place...

Your life would have been so much better.

I should've never said hello to you.

I should've never asked you on that date.

It would have saved us both a lot of heartache.

It would've saved your life...

I'm the reason you're gone, and I need to pay for what I did.

The pills are kicking in now, the darkness is coming.

I love you, but I have to go now.

Goodbye, Luke. Maybe I'll see you soon.

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Okay I wrote a sad one, but I mean it's me, what'd you expect?

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