Muke One Shots

I'll let you go (part 1)

I lost my phone, so I'm on my mother's phone o_O.

MICHAEL

Lost. Confused. Lonely. The three best words to describe be right now.

Lost because I dont know what's happening between me and my friends. Oe day they are fine, the next they act all weird.

Confused because I've been developing feelings for one of these friends.

Lonely because I know that he will never truly love me back. Maybe, he could pretend to so that he doesnt hurt me, but he will never fell the way I do.

When I see him, my heart swells and everybody else in the room vanishes, leaving just us. But I'm the only one with feelings, he loves me, sure. As a friend.

I was currently sitting on the floor, trying to get myself together.

Everytime I see him, the world spins for us, nobody else.

Everytime I see him, I let myself show.

I softly hum the lyrics that I had written for an upcoming song. Of course, I would change it to she not he. Not that I wouldnt love to tell the fans that i'm gay, just that management wouldnt even consider it in a million years.

As I sit on the floor, the door opens behind me and I turn to see Ashton and Luke.

"Hey, uh Mikey, can we tell you something?" Luke blushes.

He was always so cute when he blushed.

"Of course, yeah." I smile up at them, wondering what they were so giddy and excited to tell me about.

"We already told Calum, but we decides that it's time we tell you." Luke says, scratching the back of his kneck.

"I love-"

Does he love me? He's finally going to say it. But why is Ash here? Maybe he needed moral support.

"Ashton, I love Ashton." He says, pulling Ashton into a watm embrace.

That should be me. He should only hold me like that. Why doesnt he love me?!?

I feel tears cascade down my cheeks as I watch them embrace the way we should be embracing. Luke should be loving me, not Ashton.

"Mikey, are you OK?" Luke asks, a concerned look etched across his face.

"Yeah, just that I owe Harry $20 now." I lie through my teeth. He can't know.

I see Luke's smile turn into a frown as him and Ashton exchange a look.

"OK, we're gonna go get lunch." Luke shuffles out of the room with his arm drenched over Ashton's shoulder.

They love each other.

I should've seen this coming, though.

The scene kid never gets the girl, or in this case guy.

They always go for the tough, better looking jock. And that just happened to be Ashton.

Ashton is better.

You are nothing.

You're life is so puny compared to his.

After this band you have nothing.

1/7 billion, 1 worthless, puny life that nobody cares about.

I shuffle over to the mirror.

Take a good look at yourself, Michael.

Pimpled, chubby face, scruffy look, the list goes on an on.

Just end it!

I sigh to myself, I have a point. Nothing very pretty to look at.

Look to your left, walk.

I walk toward the balcony.

The boys deserve a note, I can't just leave.

Then, hurry!

I quickly scribble down 3 notes.

Calum,

I don't want you to take this too hard. My death is a gift to the world, something to relieve you of my presence.

I was in love with someone I couldn't have. A mistake, I suppose, but I loved him none the less.

Publish my songs will you?

-Mike

P.s. My song journal is in my bottom drawer, change he to she for me, will you?

Then Ashton,

Ashton,

Although I'm not on best terms, for a reason you don't need to know, with you, you are still my brother.

I hope you the best with Luke,

-Mike

Luke,

I don't wish to ruin your relationship with Ashton. I want you to always love each other, and don't take these next words to serious.

I love you.

And that won't change unless I let go, I have to let go.

For me and you.

I hope you remember me as your best friend,

-Mikey

And at that, I placed all the notes on the table and made my way toward the balcony.

"7 stories oughta do it." I mumble to myself.

As I am climbing onto the railing I hear a gasp behind me,

"Don't you fucking dare!"

It was Luke

Hola, it's me Mickey and I just  updated, part 1 anyway.

I know I don't update very often, so if you're looking for somebody who updates almost everyday, check out @Michaeltheonion 's one shots (Muke of course)!

But stay tuned because I will update part 2 shortly after this one is released!

I love y'all

QOTD: What color is you're hair?

AOTD: It's naturally Golden Brown, but I died it black!

-M