Muke One Shots

Old Journal

I am writing this to you, Michael Clifford. I never want you to forget me.

April 1, 2008

Michael,

I cannot believe you would cheat on me. After all we have been through, after all we have faced. I now realize that i was mearly just a speck of dust on your shoulder. I sat there for awhile until you brushed me off. I don't want to ever see you again

April 8, 2008

Michael,

I'm sorry. It's not your fault, none of it. I was and still am mad, but I will not pin my death on you. You are not the reason I did this. You only triggered an emotion I'd never felt: betrayal.

April 19, 2008

Michael,

Before you read this I want you to know that I love you with all of my heart. Every waking day, you were the one thing on my mind. None of this is your fault, I chose this. I chose to take this path. I did not want to cause you pain, I just wanted mine to be taken away. The things of our past was too overwhelming and I couldn't be an anchor that held you back. I want you to live like theres no tomorrow, I want you to be a teenager! Be free. I know that you think I am mad, but I'm not. I forgive you, Michael. I forgive you. Don't see this as a sad ending, think of as a chapter. I am a chapter, Mike. I am a chapter that you will get over. No matter how emotional I was, I don't last forever.

-Luke

April 23, 2008

Michael,

That last entry was stupid. I'm gone, and your sad. I know that. But I don't want you to be sad! I did this for you to be happy! I did this so that you could find someone that can treat you like a prince. I'm not that person, I'm sorry.

-Luke

April 27, 2008

You know, my favorite month is April. That's why I chose this month to say goodbye. I spend my time sitting at my desk, writing letter to you that you might never read. But I don't care. I need to leave something behind, some connection to you. Even though you did some unfavorable things, I still care for you. You're still the one I love, even if I don't want to admit it. No matter how many things you do to hurt me, I will never stop loving you. I will never stop feeling these emotions toward you. I love you. You're the last person that is ever going to hear that from me. I love you and I need to let go. If you loved me, you wouldn't've cheated. Which is why I left. I didn't want you having to live with me if you didn't want me.

Be honest, if you had the chance, would you throw me away?

-Luke

"No." Michael states as Luke lies, curled up in his bed.

"No, what?" Luke asks, as Michael throws the book on to Luke's stomach.

"What is it?" Luke asks, picking up the book. His eyes widen as he looks toward Michael.

"T-this is old, I swear." He stuttered, his face beating red.

"Are you over it?" Michael asks.

"Over what?" Luke asks, dumbfounded.

"Over what I did." Michael says, looking straight into Luke's eyes.

"Michael, you explained. It was a misunderstanding. I overreacted. I'm over it." Luke said, sitting up and pulling Michael down onto the bed.

"Just cuddle with me." Luke whispered into Michaels ear as he snuggled into the crook of his neck.

"What did you mean by no?" Luke added.

"You asked if I would throw you away if I got the chance to. The anwer is no, I love you." Michael smiles, snuggling into his boyfriend's side.

"I love you too, Mikey."

I don't even know. But things just got emotional. For me anyway.

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