Sweet Nothing (5SOS)

Chapter 11

All I want to do is write a song

But everything I say just comes out wrong

I guess I'll just throw my thoughts away

Maybe pick them up another day. -Little Bit of Truth. You Me At Six.

Chapter 11

Juliet's POV

What in the actual fuck? Just as I was about to accept his apology. He drops this. I was beginning to suspect he had a crush but this. This changes things. He totally spilled his heart out to me. As I ran down the stairs I tried to control my emotions.

Luke kissed me and it was perfect

I had Ashton. Ashton was perfect.

Perfect was what I'd always wanted.

But in the end I knew nobody's was.

Ashton's POV

"Hey babe." I smiled and pulled her towards me. She weakly smiled and I looked at her confused. What had happened now? 

"Hey what's wrong?" I looked down to meet her eyes.

"Nothing." She looked up and smiled. Genuine this time. "Let's go." She intertwined our fingers.

I nodded at Liz in the other room. Basically telling her we were going. She smiled and nodded back. I opened the door for Juliet and as she walked out I caught Luke's gaze from the top of the stairs and our eyes locked. Mine showed pride while his showed pain. It took me off guard and I quickly looked away and walked out of the door.

It was raining and we both shrieked with laughter as we got soaked just on the way to my car. I pulled her in for a long-awaited kiss.

"Your eye looks terrible." She giggled against my lips.

"I'll always fight for you." I whispered back and she kissed me again. I had so much passion for her. I can't imagine Luke taking her away from me. 

Soon my hands found her waist and her hands knotted themselves in my hair. The rain poured down around us, but we were safe from the storm in my car. The windows began to steam up as our breathing quickened. She finally pulled away.

"I think I have a movie to go to." She joked and I shook my head.

"Eh- maybe later." I tried to convince her as our lips met again.

"No, no. Ashton." She scolded and pouted.

"I guess we can go, for you." I rolled my eyes playfully and started the car.

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Juliet's POV

The movie was good. But Ashton wouldn't know. He was staring at me the whole time. I looked over at him a couple times and he would give me that cheeky, confident, crooked smile. Not even ashamed that he had been caught. 

When it was over I slipped my hand in Ashton's as we walked up to my porch. It had stopped raining but it was still gloomy outside. He kissed me for what felt like the first time. During the kiss all I could do was think about Luke's kiss. But I was not kissing Luke I was kissing Ashton. As we pulled away, we said our good nights and I went inside.

I wonder why I was thinking about Luke? I really need to talk to him about this. I wish Luke never kissed me in the first place then I wouldn't have to worry about this. Luke is probably waiting for me like aways. He is so protective sometimes, he's like Brad kind of. But Brad would make sure I never had a boyfriend. I was supposed to be loyal to one man in my life- him.