What's Wrong With the World? (A Book of Angry Rants)

Crushes

Wow I've been on wattpad for a while now and I'm legitimately shocked that I've never ranted about this before because honestly....they are so bad.

With guys it's super hard because society tells them to only show anger and no other emotion. Then it's hard to tell what's going on inside their head and you just wonder if they like you or if they just like you as a friend. Or maybe they're just messing with you, you never fucking know.

Also crushes are hard not to think about and they slowly become obsession. I think that every single crush starts out as I lowkey: oh hey that person is really nice and cute and stuff I'd date them. But then it turns into: oh my god I want to date that person so bad it takes up so much of my brain capacity.

They're just so bad like nobody deserves to have this negativity in their life.

I personally don't even know how to flirt (I literally called the guy I like bud and asked him about a viagra joke he made *cringes*) and I don't think anyone really knows the right way to lowkey flirt, but get across the "it's okay to ask me out" message at the same time.

Relationships are great, don't get me wrong I definitely want to be in one, but before that can happen there's the awkward crush stage.

Even if it's mutual both people are wondering "do they like me"? Nobody can be direct because of fear of rejection. Somebody has to just have enough guts to find out the truth, but that's a really hard thing to do.

I feel like it's easy to get caught in the crush stage, and even if your crush likes you back, the attraction goes away after a while and nothing happens.

Anyway, I tried to generalize this as much as possible and not make it too personal to my situation. I hope that someone can relate to the torture that is crushes.

Enjoy the fetus paramore, this song is gr8.