The Secrets We Keep To Stay Alive (JohnDave)

Chapter 10- Private Confessions

"In this privacy, I'll just admit to me, that maybe it could be there's something there."
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Dave's PoV
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   While I walking to school, I had a good period of time to do some thinking.  It's been a couple of days since the chaos in Physics, and John and I haven't spoken much of it.  We still talked, but it was never about that topic.  It's Friday, I've been here for roughly 5 days, and holy shit has this week been more interesting than my whole life up to this point. 

   Nevertheless, no matter what decides to happen today, today will be the day I tell John.  The only question is when.  I don't think it'll be too hard to find a place where John and I can be alone, but the timing has to be right.  I can't afford to fuck this up. 

   Approaching the large front doors, I make my way to my locker.  John wasn't there when I got there, but when is he?  I shrug it off and make my way over to the library, I can sit there for a couple of minute if anything. 

   The door doesn't open very subtly, and the librarian looks at me and raises an eyebrow.  I guess he didn't expect to see someone else besides John here.  Most of the time he doesn't bother to look at me, so I guess this is the first time he's seen me.  But regardless, I make my way to the cushioned wooden seats and pull out my earbuds while waiting to see if John ever shows up.

Eventually I heard the semi-loud squeak of the door opening, and in walked John. He moved over to where I was sitting. I paused my music and took my earbuds out.

We talked about homework, but nothing very interesting. Nevertheless, we talked until a minute or two before the bell, making sure we had enough time to get to our respective classes. John making a left to English, and myself taking a right to Honors Geometry.

The beginning of my morning included being forced to memorize proofs for properties of a circle, as well as other polygons. Then I got to have the pleasure of running a mile, for a warm-up, followed by playing basketball. Following that, we then finished reading Romeo and Juliet in English, not that I was surprised at the ending seeing as it was told in the prologue. And that leads us to Economy. At least John is in this class.

   The English room is right next to the Economy room, so I tended to be the first one in.  I sat down at my seat in the middle-right of the room.  Not long after I sat down, more students started flowing through the door to their respective spot.  After a minute or so of waiting, John walked in and took his seat, which was right next to me.  We made I contact and had a mini-starring  contest.  John tried his hardest but broke out in laughter, and hot damn he is cute when he laughs.

   I felt the heat rush up to my checks for a second, but it left as soon as it came.  Taking a deep breath, I retained my composure.  The bell rang and another 52 minutes laid between me and lunch.  Me and the event that will change my life.

   Today we were talking about Alexander Hamilton and how he was the first Secretary of Treasury in the Presidential Cabinet.  In reality, the only reason we were talking about Hamilton was because of the Broadway Musical that was performed about 7 months ago in August on Broadway. Why we were just getting to it now, I have no idea, but hey, music was involved so it's better then taking notes on the history of our coins.

After the full 52 minutes had passed, I got the fuck out of there. Maybe I should've waited for John, but I wanted to surprise him there, as well as get to the tree before Vriska could bother me.

I pushed open the doors and made my way over to the tree that I usually sat under with John. Taking out the piece of paper I had in my bag that I wrote last night, I threw the rest of my things in the ground and waited for John to make an appearance.

   A good 3 minutes went by until he showed up, and when he did, John looked at me with a very confused look on his face.  I chuckled to myself, but then looked at John seriously, this was it.  Closing my eyes, I took a deep breath and then began.

   "So, John.  I've been meaning to tell you this for quite sometime now, and now that you're right here in front of me, there's nothing stopping me from saying it.  The thing is, we've been talking to each other for years now, we've grown close, despite having that distance between us.  So, how do I put this," I paused for a slight moment, preparing myself for whatever John's reaction might be.

   "John, over these years, I've began to develop a huge flaming homosexual crush on you, and maybe there's a chance that you also have.  So what I want to ask you is if you'll do me the honor of being my boyfriend?"  I looked John straight in the eyes, waiting for some sort of reaction.  I saw his eyes widen in surprise, which quickly changed to happiness as John began to shake his head yes.

  "Holy shit, yes!  A million times yes!"

  John ran up to me and engulfed me in a giant hug with enough force to throw me to the ground. 

   How did I get this lucky?

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