The Secrets We Keep To Stay Alive (JohnDave)

Chapter 11- Holding On To Him

John's PoV
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"So what I want to ask you is if you'll do me the honor of being my boyfriend?"  Dave finished, and I stared at him for a moment, trying to process what just happened. He looked back at me, straight in the eyes, probably waiting for some sort of reaction from me. After my brain began to comprehend what Dave had just said, my widen in surprise, which quickly changed to happiness as I began to shake his head yes.

  "Holy shit, yes!  A million times yes!"

  I then ran up to Dave without thinking, and engulfed me in a giant hug with enough force to throw him to the ground. However, Dave grabbed on to me and pulled me down with him.

"If I go down, you're coming with me you lil' shit"

I quietly giggled to myself, but Dave could probably still hear me seeing as I was laying on top of him. Instead of getting up, I decided to just to sit there, not caring whether Dave wanted to get up or not. Looking down at his face, although I couldn't see his eyes through his shades, his face gave a look of 'Are you fucking kidding me right now'. I replied with a simple smirk, not knowing what Dave was going to do.

Before I could blink I was in the air. I let out a surprised yelp as I looked as to where Dave was, probably smirking back at me. Sure enough, Dave was carrying me, a smirk clear on his face.

I lazily lifted my hand and more so patted his face rather than hitting it. Dave gently set me down as we continued our lunch period that was already half over.

   We sat down and enjoyed our individual lunches, laughing and talking as much as we could between bites. 

   "And that's the time I almost fell off the roof, for ironic purposes of course."

   "I swear to shit, Dave, I'm surprised you haven't died yet in complete honesty."

   "Hey, have a little faith in me, Egderp, geez."

   "Nope, too late.  Remind me to never leave you on the roof alone."

   "Hey, if future me doesn't come back to stop me, how bad can my probably horrible life choices really be?"

   "Ya know, I'm not even going to answer that.  You can keep living your life with that kind of logic, and I'll keep using common sense."

   "Oh fuck you."

   "You wish you could fuck me."

   "Well shit, John, you got me there."

    I burst out at laughter at Dave's last comment, and he just looked at me with a suggestive eyebrow wiggle.  I pushed him over as I continued laughing until my sides hurt.

   "Well you aren't going to with cheesy Dorito fingers, Dave."

   "What if I don't?  What if you have this secret fetish for Dorito fingers, John?  That's some kinky shit right there."

"What the actual fuck did you just, Dave?"

"What if while we're fucking each other you want to lick my Dortio fingers? Do you have a Dorito finger fetish, John? Because that can be arranged."

"No! Fuck you!"

"Right back to the fucking, huh John?" Dave said the last part with another eyebrow wiggle and a smirk. I groaned and gave up, but I knew Dave wasn't going to let this go anytime soon.

   Dave still had a smirk on his face when I looked back at him, that little shit.  I stifled another laugh as the bell let out its monotone ring.  Dave got up and offered his hand to pull me up.  I put my hand in his and when I halfway up, he let go and I fell to the ground.

   To Dave that was hilarious, and sure it hurt, I just laughed it off.  I'd get him back later,  and it would be great.  I ran up behind Dave and proceeded to jump on his shoulders.  Out of what seemed like instinct, Dave held onto my legs and held me as he ran to the door and the our lockers. 

   "See you in Science, Dave."

   "Parting is such sweet sorrow."

   "Did you just fucking quote Shakespeare?"  I asked as I raised my eyebrow at him.  Dave left before I got my answer, but even watching the back of his head, I knew that there was his signature smirk on his face. What an ass, at least he's my ass.

I smiled as I reflect over my memories with Dave. Although we only meet in person a little over a week ago or so, we've know each other for years. It's a nice thought to know that at least one person has my back in this world.

And I know I'll eventually have to tell him the truth that I've been avoiding, but I just want to live in this world for just a bit longer. Being able to stop and feel the breeze around me, and sit in the shade for a bit. Blissfully unaware of the dangers that may lie in my future. If only we could stop the clockwork, stop time, and stay here forever.

I have to say, I like this world better. As long as Dave is with there with me, that's all I need. And hopefully, I won't even have to worry about this whole problem that's been shoved upon me.

But what if that day never happened, what if I was at a different place at that time? Would I have still met Dave? Or even Rose or Jade? Although my life is shit, I'd like to think I wouldn't have it any other way.

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Are you emotionally prepared for tomorrow? Cause I'm sure not.
I still have to go to school anyway, whilst dying on the inside.
#werise, right?
Edit 4/14/16: I almost cried so many times today and yesterday, what is life
•~>Kee