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Gave Up Myself because of Hide and Seek with Love

It was almost our farewell party and I really want to confess to him but since he already found out. He was ignoring me the rest of the week I guess it was time to blurt it out again. While the teacher was talking to the student I got to talk to my best friend in crime Gab.

"Clarizz you have to tell him!" "I can't Gab he already knows!" "Still you still have to admit it to him!" "Gab stop!"  "Admit it to him!" "Gab I just can't I give up!" "Don't give up Clarizz!"
"I gave up myself, I'm done playing hide and seek with love every single day he knew it and I can't stop its done Gab its done." "If your still playing with love then win."
"Gab I gave up myself to hell, I lost playing hide and seek, he knows and I can't stop it, Gab just review the next exam so I can just go home and make my death happen."

Meanwhile with Enzo

I cover my ears from their loud conversation I know she has a crush one me but I have my eyes on someone else and it's not her. ever since that incident in 1st grade I didn't want to play hide and seek with love but unfortunately for her she decided to play. day by day her happiness faded to the point she was so aggressive she'd broke the while school and hurt my friends.

but rarely now she still has her sweet and kind attitude... With me. I know she has her girl friends but every time I see her talking with her. I see it in her face that she wants to get out to the conversation and stare at me. I sometimes  stare back but I don't like like her sometimes I wonder when I hang out with Slave, Margaret or Elisse does she ever feel jealous? I always got my answer with her same routine she looks at me she huffs and walks away.

Miguel and Lee shook me out of my thoughts and looked at me like I was crazy "Enzo we're starting in 15 minutes" Miguel told me like he was very lazy right now I looked to my right and saw that Clarizz. was gone I immediately looked at the teachers table and saw she was done taking the exam I looked at my desk and saw I was 4 out of 5 pages done I sped up and passed it to our teacher and she waved me goodbye.

Once I got outside I went down to the first floor went to the canteen at the other street once I got there I saw her looking for something, her gun why would she bring a gun to school I suddenly remembered the conversation with Gab a few minutes ago I realized what she was doing.

Going in front of my house....
Bring out something from her pocket....
Taped it to my front door....
Brought out her gun....
And....
*BANG*....
Blood was all over my door....

I ran towards my door grabbed the note and read it.

'Dear Dairy
March 18 2016 Friday 3:15 pm

15 minutes left before the exam after that conversation with Gab I really want to admit it but it's too late so diary can you keep a secret for me if you can then I Love Renzo even if he changed his ways to a good and honest boy to a bad and attention stealing boy like Jammil, Kurt, Miguel and JC I still love him even if he loves another girl I still love him.

I really wish I could tell him but from what I saw ears covered faced away from me and Gab harsh feeling on me and everything from 2nd grade to 4th grade I didn't noticed him for a reason, I was still fitting in this school but i gave up you win hell I lost fair and square you can take my happiness away if hell has too, but remember this....'

"I gave up this stupid game of hide and seek with love, looks like life was toying with me, goodbye diary see you with God or Satan" I can't believe what I just read.

'Maybe she did gave up hide and seek'....




'Just for me to love her back'....




'Goodbye Clarizz, I'm sorry'....









Actually if you nations care about me this is all half true stating from where I was searching for the gun and yes that was my actual name, Clarizz and ending where 'Blood was all over my' bla bla bla bla the diary part was from my real diary so if feel sorry send me concern comments so see you after my exam

'Be Awesome, Stay Awesome'

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