The Guardian

Part 2 - Chapter 12

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Say something, I'm giving up on you

I'll be the one if you want me to

Anywhere I would have followed you

Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I... am feeling so small

It was over my head

I know nothing at all

And I... will stumble and fall

I'm still learning to love

Just starting to crawl

Say something, I'm giving up on you

I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you

Anywhere I would have followed you

Say something I'm giving up on you

And I... will swallow my pride

You're the one that I love

And I'm saying goodbye

Say something I'm giving up on you

And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you

And anywhere I would have followed you

Say something I'm giving up on you

Say something I'm giving up on you

Say something...

- A Great Big World

Part 2 – Chapter 12

Day one after leaving.

*Did I ever really matter?* - Nevaeh

Day two after leaving.

*If someone loves you, they would never leave you. No matter how hard the situation.* - Nevaeh

Day three after leaving.

*I don't hate you. I'm just disappointed you did everything you said you'd never do.* - Nevaeh

Day four after leaving.

*Come back. I miss you.* - Nevaeh

Day five after leaving.

*I'm sad that you were such a big part of my life. Now you're just gone.* - Nevaeh.

Day six after leaving.

*Your clothes don't smell of you anymore. I guess you're really gone now.* - Nevaeh

Day seven after leaving.

Nothing.

Day eight after leaving.

Nothing.

Day nine after leaving.

Nothing.

But I guess this was what I wanted right. That's why I never responded to any of her texts, not even once. I want her to give up. Then why do I feel this shitty. Because she would have followed me anywhere and I left her. What a dick!

One week later.

*So Cole's asked Nev to Prom.* - Luca

What the fuck? I thought the guy would at least give my memory a four week mourning period before trying to swoop in on my girl.

*She's said yes.* - Luca

I should have returned at least one text. She's given up. But Cole. Seriously. How could she go back to him.

I've been on the road for just over two weeks now and needless to say it's been hell. The first week was the worst. Nevaeh's texts nearly broke me. I know I left her but when she asked if she ever really mattered I nearly drove back to shake some sense in to her. How could she even think that. Did I not show her enough when I was there. Does she not understand that my leaving is for her. The tiny voice in the back of my mind screams out that I made the wrong decision and shouldn't have left but as always I choose to ignore it. I can only blame myself, I broke my own heart.

One month three weeks after leaving.

Don't believe them when they tell you time heals everything. It doesn't. I miss Nevaeh even more than the first week after I'd left. I still have our picture as my wallpaper on my phone and that picture has now become my saving grace, reminding me why I'm doing this. I think someone may be following me too but I'm not sure.

Two months one week after leaving.

*Elastic Heart – Sia* - Nevaeh

I knew exactly what she was trying to tell me.

Three months after leaving.

I've made my second kill with my dagger. Yet another mindless disciple trying to curry favour with their Master by bringing in the Nephillim and as it turns out he's been following me since I've left. Now that I'm sure there's no need to keep moving, I head back in the direction of Anchor Bay.