Me and The Alpha (MAJOR EDITING)

Chapter 16

Xanders p.o.v (Right After the fight with Jerry)

You know even for an alpha i have never really hated anyone before. Yeah i disliked some people but i have never actually hated someone, besides this dumbass in front of me (A.k.a Jerry) When me and Jerry started to physically fight i saw from the corner of my eye my mate blacking out and falling to the floor, but thank god her father came over to her and took care of her for a moment. Because i have to teach this little fucker that he messed with the wrong guy. And that he should never put his hands on a girl no matter what. So when i was beating him senseless after it started to get really bad to the point where he actually looked like he was on the edge of death, Frank pulled me off of him. After he did that i remembered my poor mate is unconscious on the ground. When i walked over to her my wolf actually whimpered. He didnt like seeing his mate like this and neither do i. So i picked her cold body off of the ground bridal style and ran to the pack doctor. As i was running i looked down at my mate in my arms, and what i saw was painful. Her skin was pale, but abnormally pale and her eyes were closed and she looked.... dead. That just made me run even faster, my mate can't be dead i would be able to feel it and trust me it wouldnt be something that i could ignore.

I eventually made it to the pack doctor and after telling him what happened to her he took from my hands and told me i had to wait in the stupid waiting room. Obviously i was not happy at all and eventually sat down after arguing with him about it. After i sat down i watched as he took my mate to another room and left me thinking about if she will be okay because i she wont then i dont know what i will do. Minutes later i saw Frank and Jerry enter the waiting room and took two seats across from me. How can he let that prick come here after everything he has done to Juliana? I look over to Frank to see him staring at the ground not knowing what to do or to say. And then i looked over to Jerry and his face was all bloody, his nose looked broken and his eye was for sure going to be black and purple tomorrow. He looked really guilty and nervous, i knew for sure that he was nervous because his foot was tapping on the ground continuously. After awhile i could feel my eyes drooping and i felt extremely tired, i didnt want to sleep because i didnt want to miss the chance of going into my mates room. But i couldnt fight the sleep that was taking over, hopefully Frank will wake me when the doctor comes. And then i fell asleep and had the worst dream of my life.

*Xanders Nightmare*

I woke up in my bedroom expecting to see Juliana sleeping beside me but i was wron when i patted the spot next to me where she normally sleeps. Curious as to where she was i got out of bed in my sweatpants and stretched all of my muscles. I walked down into my living room and saw a sticky note on the coffee table. I picked it up and read: At home im sorry i just couldnt stay any longer. -Juliana. I started to panic what? what did this mean is she leaving me? is she rejecting me? I cant live without her! Is this some kind of sick joke? So i ran back upstairs into my bedroom to see that everything of hers was gone. I grew angry and sad. I punched the wall in my room and screamed in aggrevation. And then i just started to sob uncontrollably. I need to get her back, she cant go home she is with me . I love her so much that it hurts. So i got up and into my car driving like a maniac all the way to her house. I knocked on her front door wating for someone to open the door. Her father was the one who opened the door he smiled widely when he saw me. "Hello Xander come on in, wait wheres Juliana?" He said and then he was dissapointed. Wait what does he mean i though Juliana came home? Thats what she said on the note! "Um she hasnt been here at all, sir?" I asked starting to panic. His face scrunched up and he looked really confused. "No, i thought she was with you? you havent seen her either?" He questioned.

And then it clicked, Jerry. "Sir, i need to know where Jerry's house is right now." I said quickly. He looked very worried by now. "Um its the housedown there on the left he pointed to the big stone house. "Um thanks ill explain later." I rushed, and then ran off of the porch and to that house. Im going to kill him i swear to god. Not ven bothering to knock on the door i tried opening it but it was locked. "Ughhh" I screamed and kicked the door open. What i saw in front of me nearly killed me. Jerry had Juliana in a choke hold with a gun pointed to her head. She was shaking uncontrollably and crying histarically. "Jerry dont do this, She didnt do anything wrong." I tried to sound calm but i failed miserbly. And then Juliana wiggled out o his grasp and was running towards me until she fell to the ground. She was lying on her back and holding on to her chest where she was shot. I couldnt help it but i started to cry and i held her in my arms for probably the last time. "We need to get you to the hospital right now." I said trying to lift her off the ground but she stopped me. "N-no t-to far-r" She stuttered. I then held her close to my body crying and holding on where the bullet hit trying to stop her from bleeding to death. Each second that was passing by she looked even worse. I felt numb when i realized she was dying. "Your gonna be okay." I said trying to reassure myself and her. But she knew otherwise. She shook her head "No im not Xander, we both know it." She said weakly.

I cried harder and then held on to her never letting her go. "I cant lo- lose you. I love you sooo much." I said still sobbing violently. "I love you too Xander i always will." She said looking into my eyes and then, slowly her eyes started closing. "No no no Juliana stay with me, dont close your eyes." I said trying to get to her and trying to save her. But she closed them and she stopped moving and breathing. I lost it i cried violently swearing and holding on to her like a teddy bear ocking back and forth trying to convince myself that she wasnt dead. *End of Xander's Nightmare*

I woke up by someone shaking my shoulders which happened to be Frank. He looked at me worry filling his eyes. "The doctor is here o i figured you would want to be awake." I nodded and stood up stretching. "How long have i been sleeping for?" I questioned. "3 or 4 hours." Jerry answered. I ignored him and walked over to the doctor. "Well, it looks like Juliana is awake she is fine besides a minor concussion, and we can have one person visit her at a time." He said his eyes flashing to each of us before asking who would go first. I stepped forward indicating that i would be going first. He nodded and lead me to the room that Juliana was in.

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Julianas p.o.v

I woke up after what felt like hours of sleep expecting me to be in the hospital but instead i was in a guest bedroom at my fathers house with Xander sleeping beside me. When did i get released from the hospital? I checked the time and it read 12:00 a.m. I was going to sneak out of bed but i felt Xander move beside me and he brought me back into bed. I know he's awake now. "When did i get here? I thought i wasnt going to be released from the hospital until tomorrow morning?" I asked Xander who was snuggling with me. He started playing with my hair to relax me. "Well the doctor said that you were doing much better, so they let you out early." He said and i could almost hear him smiling, but i couldnt really tell because my back was pressed against his back and i couldnt see his face. "Your father wanted you to say goodbye to everyone tomorrow and pack your things, so he offered us to stay here for the night." He explained and rested his head in the crook of my neck.

I was shocked, my father was still letting me go with Xander even after everything that happened? Maybe he knows that Xander would never hurt me like Jerry did. I certinaly hope he knows that so he doesnt constantly worry about me. But my thoughts were interupted when Xander said something that not only made me shocked but i felt sad. "You know when you were in the hospital i had a nightmare, and i lost you." He said his voice was scratchy. Aww was he crying? I moved his arm off of me so that i could turn around and face him. And when i did he was indeed crying. "It felt so real." He said trying to stop the tears from falling. I wiped his tears away from his face and looked at him in the eye but he wouldnt look at me he was embarresed from crying. "Xander look at me please." I pleaded. His eyes instantly shot up and looked into mine.

"You didnt lose me, and you never will Xander i promise." I said holding my pinky up waiting for him to take it with his pinky. He gave me a wide grin and connected his pinky with mine. After tht we just layed together staring at the wall not at all tired. Xander was laying straight and i was lying beside him and my head resting on his chest. But i quickly lifted my head and pecked him on the lips, and entwined our hands. And put my head back onto his chest listening to the rapid beating of his heart, i smiled at that until Xander moved and caught me off gaurd kissing me. It quickly turned into a heated make-out session. And then he removed his lips from mine and moved it to my neck. I already knew what he was going to say so i just hummed in response.

He was kissing my neck until he bit down and it hurt like hell but then he started licking it and it felt better. He marked me, while that ws happening i was thinking about how just a few weeks ago i was with Jerry and hw he abused me and i was thinking about how happy i felt when i met Xander. Im so lucky i found him. I thought and smiled.

Authors Note-

Hey there people. This chapter might have been a bit confusing to some of you so im sorry about that. Frist of all i wanted to say sorry about the sucky chapter im not good at writing about the marking and crap. And yes they did complete the mating in this chapter but im not writing about that sorry ahah. This chapter is kind of long for you guys.