I told Rj that I like him again.
He told me that I talked so much trash that he thinks we should just be friends.
I only talked trash because I wanted people to think I was okay and just drop the subject.
But I always act before I think.
Always.
It hurts.
I'm crying over him again, and I can't control it.
My head hurts so fucking bad.
I don't know what to do.
Just fucking hurts.
It really, fucking hurts...
