Thursday, September 8th, 2016

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I'm tired today, haha.

I got a decent amount of sleep, I just think it's my adderall. It makes me stay up late and then wakes me up at 7, but my body still functions right.

I don't get it, lmao.

Hmm, what to talk about today?

Maybe like a get to know me kind of thing?

Maybe like a get to know me kind of thing?

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I'll answer these!

1. My name is Kiley, I prefer Ky sometimes, depending on the people.

2. I'm 17, born March 13th.

3. My best friends are Gianna, Del, Andy, my cooking kids, Joe, Callum, Blake, Savvy, Julianna, all my babies. I have a lot of friends, but these are the ones that I believe in the most.

4. I'm single, nbd haha! I'm kind of glad because I can focus on my classwork.

5. I have three per ear, and I pierced my septum myself but I don't wear it ever. It was a phase.

6. I want more on my ears. Complete the row up to my cartilage.

7. No tattoos yet.

8. I want a LOT of tattoos. My arms, shoulders, back, legs, calves, etc. Not sure about my chest/stomach area (like a hip or the popular one that's under the bra line cos thats cute) cos I want to lose weight first.

9. Favorite blog, hmm. I don't have a favorite, but I love poetry blogs.

10. My URL, well, my username I guess, it's from a band that I used to love, and I just haven't changed it since.

11. Ooh, tough question.. I've liked a lot of Marshmello, Melanie Martinez, Halsey, G Eazy, Hopsin, Flume, Chainsmokers, Metallica, Blink 182, ADTR, .etc.. My music taste is eclectic so I love most things. Fuck country though. :)

12. Favorite movie, hmm.. I like Guardians of the Galaxy, but that's biased because hot damn Chris Pratt, my boy, mm.. Suicide Squad right now, probably.

13. I'm really shy, but I'm dirty as hell once you get me going.. Practically a full virgin, no kisses, no hand holding, no hugs, etc, but lowkey like choke me and call me babygirl.

14. My body probably, or, my metabolism? I don't really know, but.. my health, probably, because my weight stems from metabolism, but also my PCOS, so it's naturally harder, but yeah probably that.

15. I love my hair, and my eyes, and my chest, as bad as that sounds.. My eyes I love because they change color, and nobody can quite pin point what color they are. Green, blue, grey, sometimes even brown. My hair, I have never ever been happier with. It's healthy, it's long, it's pretty and it fits me. My chest, yes, large, but I like it because it proportions my body and hides my rolls sometimes.

16. I want to be a pastry chef, or a chef in general. Originally it was pastry, but I've gotten used to working with meats now so I wouldn't mind either.

17. Just being with the person I love, whether it's out on a date or lying in bed in pajamas.

18. Lately I really hate liars.

19. I'm clumsy, if that counts? Maybe my random depression days.

20. I'm scared of the dark, bad storms, losing people I love.

21. The people, and homework. I love learning, but I hate that. Plus, the staff (deans and such) are pretty shitty. (see last post)

22. I've thought about this a lot, tbh, and I've found a pattern. I like guys that are slighlty chubby, not too much, but just right. Little jiggles. Some that have stretch marks, cos I could kiss them. Brown eyes, light brown hair. Funny. I've also found a pattern of they are assholes and I know that they're assholes before I start to like them, but I still like them cos they are good to me and I'm like a little princess. 

23. Moaning from guys prolly, idk.

24. Guys that you meet and then they don't even bother getting to know you, they just upfront, nudes??????????????????

25. Otters hold hands while they sleep, and swan can be gay.

26. "Life isn't about finding yourself, life is about creating yourself." - George Bernard Shaw

27. No matter what anyone tells me, I'm always going to think of myself as a cheater who doesn't deserve to be loved because of a misunderstanding and different opinions.

28. About 5'8'', female, a bit heavier, pale as all fuck, baggy eyes, red hair, glasses, emo as fuck, annoying, makes me sneeze.

29. Yesterday. I told somebody how I was feeling and that person told the people I was talking about and I freaked out and closed out of everything and cried in my closet because I knew the two were going to force it out of me and make me feel bad for how I felt.

30. Why not both?

          A.) My looks ; I'm 5'4". Heavier. Somewhat athletic build. Blond hair with roots grown out about an inch and a half. Wavy hair, usually in a pony tail unless I'm taking selfies because it makes my face look slimmer. Blackheads, unfortunately. I don't wear makeup. Changing eyes, larger nose, medium mouth. Small hands, small feet, lmao. 

          B.) I'm shy, but dirty minded. I love to write for people and about people and I love my friends and stuff. I'm actually about to print like 350 pictures of me and my friends and hang them on my wall. My friends tell me I'm like a mom to them. I'm determined, sometimes. If I like it, that's when I'm determined. I'm a bit messy, but I know where stuff is.

So yeah, if you have any questions, just ask.

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