This Is Forever

Chapter 3

Chris has been keeping me calm during the weeks leading up to the wedding. He's even been doing the grocery shopping and taking the dog out... I'm so glad I'm marrying him.

I grabbed my checklist off the table to make sure for the 30th time today that I have EVERYTHING done, the wedding is a week away!

"Nikki! You've already checked that, calm down!"

Chris took the list from me and tossed it over his shoulder, I sighed and crossed my arms, he wrapped his arms around me and kissed the top of my head, "I know you have bad anxiety, and I know you want everything to be perfect," I sighed because he's right,

"And it will be perfect you put so much time and effort into this, plus I'm marrying my best friend, I couldn't ask for anyone better."

"I love you." I said wrapping my arms around him.

"I love you too, now sit down for once?"

I laughed, "Okay.."

"You've slept less than me, and I have insomnia."

"I know," I pulled back a bit and stroked his cheek with my thumb. He placed his hand over mine.

His eyes quickly flashed with confusion, but then stopped. He still forgets sometimes... I took him to the doctor once and they said it would stop and gave him medication, that concussion, coma, whatever was worse than we thought..

"Did you take your meds?" I asked glancing around.

He shrugged, "I don't know."

I smiled, "I know it's a pain in the butt, but it's almost over." I shrugged and hugged him again.

"Thank you for being strong with me during this.."

"I wouldn't have it any other way, it built us up, made us stronger."

He leaned down and kissed me and I smiled, "I can't wait to marry you." I said was we pulled away.

"I can't wait to call you my wife."

He jumped up a bit like he realized something, "I didn't take the meds."

I laughed and grabbed them out of the cabinet for him, "See? They're working."

He smiled and shook his head.

Later, we decided to go walk around LA, where we ran into a ton of his fans. I smiled and watched, he's so happy around fans!

Most of them asked for pictures with both of us, some of them I was the one taking the pictures.

"LA is beautiful at night.." I said glancing around at all the lights and people and colors.

"But you're more beautiful." Chris said and pulled me to him, kissing my neck.

I blushed and laughed, "That was so cheesy!"

He laughed, "Only the cheesiest for you, my love."

Rocky sat at our feet waiting for us to walk.

We got home and I took a quick shower, then climbed in bed waiting for Chris to get out of the shower.

I scrolled through Twitter for a while, I saw fans posting pictures of us from when we were walking around, so I liked some of them.

It's always fun to watch them freak out, but I'm tired.

I clicked my phone off and Chris flopped down on the bed before wrapping his arms around me. He kissed my head and shifted himself around before he got comfortable and fell asleep.

I smiled to myself realizing that I'm going to have this every night forever..