living on the edge

Chapter 39 | notes

Lexee's point of view

all four of us in an elevator was something i really did not want to happen.

but it did.

"so what're you guys gonna plan to do to alyssa?" nash broke the silence.

"i have no idea." i mumbled, watching the floor level numbers go down.

the elevator door opened and we poured out of it quickly, and walked out of the building.

totally not to my surprise, there were at least 15 guys with cameras who started snapping photos of us four left and right.

"what happened last night, Lexee?"

"Cameron you good, man?"

"oh yeah, he's great." nash grumbled, trying to keep cam's heavy, limp body upright.

"We're out here with supermodel, Lexee Brooks, bestfriend Heidi Jacobs, and famous social media sensations, Nash Grier and Cameron Dallas. We have so may different stories sent in on what has happened between you three. Can you answer some questions to settle it for us?" a girl holding a microphone with a guy filming behind her, ran up to us.

"um.. sure." i said, wiping my sweaty palms on my jeans.

"You were dating cameron for a while without telling the fans, then kissed Nash Grier, and last night you were just seen leaving an after party with Cameron. Who are you with?"

i stopped walking and looked at the lady, "it might sound wrong, but both me and cameron cheated on each other. so it's not all on my part."

"Did you and Cameron hook up last night?" she asked, rushing to follow me and heidi to our car.

"no." i said, loud and clear.

"I'll take him back to our place, alright?" Nash yelled to us across the commotion.

i nodded, and then hopped into Heidi's car. she dropped me off back at my place, and i blew her a kiss before walking through my front door.

i raised my head to my mom and dad blocking the staircase with their bodies. arms crossed and angry, confused faces.

"h-hi mom. dad." i nodded at him.

"can you please explain the newest drama going around with you and your career?"

"yes. so you see, alyssa is a rude bitc- person ... and she got a ton of paparazzi to take photos of me and cameron leaving her afterparty and it made it seem like we were all lovey dovey and yeah." i smiled, shoving my hands into my pockets.

"besides those basics, would you mind explaining if there was any use of alcohol last night. because everywhere it is saying you were both drunk when you left." my mom said.

"how did you even drive if you were drunk?! that's so dangerous, Lexee and you know that." my dad said.

"a limo." i mumbled, "no but, guys, okay yes maybe i did drink a little last night but-"

"he didn't take advantage of you, did he?" my mom pounded questions.

"what? ew, no. mom, not in front of dad, please!" i mentally face palmed.

"Lexee these headlines are very important."

"i know. i know." i felt myself pout.

"and for your name not to get thrown into any more rumors, you are grounded for three weeks." my mom said.

"GROUNDED? highschool days are over. what do you mean grounded? i have to go to flordia in three days!" my heart started pounded.

"we know, lexee. you're still going to florida but from now on, for the next three weeks it's all work, okay? no afterpartys, no heidi, no magcon boys."

my jaw dropped, but honestly, i did know it was for the best.

"okay." i began to walk up the steps and to my room.

"oh but you might wanna start packing now for florida because knowing you, you never will anytime else." my mom said.

i sighed as i pulled my suitcase down from the shelf in my closet.
i definitely missed packing for magcon every two weeks.

i sat with my legs crisscrossed on my white fuzzy rug with my suitcase in from of me as i folded my clothes.

once the pop out part was filled with my shoes, i unzipped one of the smaller pockets.

reaching in, i felt a piece of paper.
it was folded over a couple times, just notebook paper. and my name was neatly written in curly, cursive letters.

i opened it fully and faced a full page written note.

you're sleeping at the moment as im writing this, and i can't help but let my mind to wander off and think of what's going on in your head right now. a seventeen year old girl, who's entire life is modeling for the entire world. a girl who finds herself singing songs by the neighbourhood in her free time. a girl who's heart has probably been broken over a hundred times, yet still manages to make it seem like she's never ever been betrayed. i hope you know that i think you're an amazing person. you inspire millions and you're strong. i think you're the most beautiful girl ive layed my eyes on. it'd kill me to ever hurt you, but im bound to at some point, and that pains me to think about. tears streaming down your pretty little face. God, you make me happy. thank you for being apart of this wild group of 12 boys and 1 other girl, 1 crazy manager and thousands of supporting fans. thank you for being you. thank you.
- Nash Grier (9-8-15)

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AWH CUTE NASH.

so when lex was asleep w cam & the rest of the group, after celebrating his bday, nash was off to the side writing this note to lexee. shoving it quickly in her suitcase, a place she wouldn't find it for who knows how long; until this day.

:'( my heart.

THANKS FOR BEING PATIENT W MY DUMB ASS AND MY SLOW UPDATES LOL SORRY BABES.

yo go check out my jack g & sammy w fanfic series. betta go update that one too wowzy iM SLACKINNNN ❤️❤️❤️

love you to the m & b