Just What I Am.

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K so the chapters have been really short because my watt pad flickers and goes off so I hope I can make this one better. VOTE!

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Hannah's POV:

We walked across the street into an alley. It's 1 in the morning. Nicole, Kiaura, and me went to the side door of the club. And Yams, Ferg, Q, and Rakim climbed the steep stairs up the side I the building.

Nicole opened the door and waited for me. I couldn't take my eyes off of Rakim. He turned around and spoke into his speaker, which went straight to my ear.

"Be careful."

I blew him a kiss and walked into the door. I loved this place! The music was perfect for my dancing. Kiaura laughed at me as I twirled past the guys whistling.

Nicole grabbed us drinks and lead us to this neon blue door that said VIP.

"Remember girls. Act shit faced. Only smoke weed. No acid." Ferg said through the microphones.

Nicole pushed me in front of them both, and Kiaura knocked three times. A tall white man with tattoos everywhere answered.

"Wha- hello there. Why don't y'all come in." He grabbed my hand, and I could tell he was staring at my boobs, while he lead us to the back of the room.

There were long beads hanging down each doorway with black curtains. As soon as we got back there Nicole sat on top of some old guy named Jeff. And Kiaura was dancing with a short black guy named Sean.

"What are you waiting for?" I looked back at the white guy.

"Huh?"

"My names Mark. Your friends made a home pretty fast, you should too." He patted the couch.

Before I moved Ferg spoke "No he's the leader! Get him alone."

"Um sorry the drugs are starting to get to me. Ahhaha!" I pretended to trip, and fell on top of him.

"Wow now be careful" we whispered into my ear laughing.

Nicole looked over at me and pointed to the one of the black curtains.

I stepped up from the couch. He looked up and down at my body with his arms wide out. I bent down to where my lips were against his left ear.

"Let's go somewhere more private" he smiled and pulled me past the black curtains where Nicole pointed.

There was a huge circular bed in the middle of the room. Only two lamps were giving light. He ripped of his pants while I sat on the tip of the bed.

"Come on sugar! I can't be the only one naked for what we're about to do." He only had a tank top on now.

I don't like this at all. I feel like throwing up. It wasn't him, he was attractive. Young, blond hair, tattoos, abs, blue eyes, and tan skin, but he wasn't who I wanted.

And who I wanted, wanted me to do this. So I will.

"Can I not play with you first?" Smiled pushing him onto the bed.

I was still clothed as I got on top of him. We just started making out. The size underneath my right thigh was slowly growing.

"Let's fuck now."

Where the hell is everybody. I'm not having sex with him...

"Hold on baby, wait till it's a little bit harder." He laughed and we continued kissing.

It was getting harder for me to keep his hands out of my dress.

Then I heard Rakim, "Hannah! His crew found us do whatever you have to do to get him. Just don't fuck him! Ok we were planning on killing that one! Be careful, and as soon as you're done get back to the pint house as fast as you can!"

Holy fuck. I have to kill. I don't have a fucking gun.

"Where's the bathroom?" i asked as he moaned when I climbed off of him.

"Right there." I walked into the bathroom and shuffled through the closet for any type of weapon.

My mouth dropped at the sight of one of Austin's guns.

Holy shit. Austin's made a new mob. I heard the curtain open at the entrance in the bedroom.

"Mark! Gets clothes on!" I heard shuffles, "we found out these two bitches are with a mob." They all started laughing.

Shit it's Nicole and Kiaura. Ok load the gun. Remember rule 3 kill who would kill you. Unlocked the side, and put the strap around my shoulder. I closed my eyes, and shoved to door open.

"Wow! I have to say, Rakim did pretty well with you." Austin stood in front of the two men tying Kiaura and Nicole, along with mark in a rope starring at me.

"He did pretty well with you too. Get on the ground Austin."I spoke harshly.

"Hah. I never would've thought that you'd move in with him and join the mob though... I also didn't expect you to rat me out." He turned around and looked at Mark, "Mark if you wanted her to ride you all you had to do was lock the door." He started laughing, and I spit on him.

"Too bad, she really is great at sex." I didn't blink as he ran his fingers through my hair. "Kill her."

Before they lifted their guns, I shot Austin in the chest. He slowly leaned against me then fell to the ground. I literally saw the life come out of him.

I heard a click and my head flipped up. I pointed the gun at the man holding Kiaura. She shut her eyes. I shot him in the head, while the other man shot at me repeatedly missing.

Without hesitation, I shot the man beside Nicole right in the throat.

There's only Mark. Mark watched me while chugging a whole bottle of vodka.

"Go ahead do it! Do it! I wanna die... I don't wanna live." He trough the empty bottle at the wall behind me.

"Mark. You need to get out of this town as fast as you possibly fucking can. Get a real job." I kissed him on the forehead before squeezing the back of his neck causing him to pass out. That was something Austin taught me.

I ran over to the girls and untied them.

"What the fuck just happened?!" Nicole shouted.

"Come on we gotta get back to the pint house now!" I found a bag of money and gold under the bed. (It's Austin's)

I put the bag on my shoulder and climbed out the window, where the steep ass metal steps were.

"Take y'all heels off or we all gon be like dominos down the side of the building!" Kiaura said chucking her shoes off the edge of the railing.

I just kept running, I couldn't really stop. All I'm worried about is Rakim and the boys.

Made it across the street and I almost forgot about the blood all over my 10000 dollar dress. Old ladies started starring and screaming.

"We just got done acting in a movie! Bitches please." Kiaura starred them down until we got in the elevator.

As soon as the doors opened, I ripped my heels off and ran down the hall. The door was already open.

"Rakim!" He was on the floor shaking.

They drugged him.

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