Just What I Am.

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Hannah's POV:

Shit. I can't be in a relationship. He was just sitting there waiting for a response.

"I... I just um... I've never had a good experience with that shit."

He sighed and kicked the railing.

"Well shit. You move in with me, lead me on, then tell me I should like you, and now when I've fallen for you. You're backing out." He lit the blunt in his mouth.

"No, I'm not backing out Rakim. I would love to be your girlfriend and so would tons of other girls in this city. I'm just scared!"

"You're only human" he laughed.

I unwrapped the bed sheet from me leaving my body naked. I opened the door, and walked back inside.

I hate him so much right now, it's not even funny.

Stole one of his T-shirts and put it on, along with some underwear.

I ran into Kiaura and Nicole's room. They were both knocked out. I smacked Kiaura'a back.

"Uhh.. What? Hannahh? What the hell?"

"Can I sleep in here?"

She nodded and lifted the blanket up for me. Just like that I was gone.

I woke up around 3pm. Kiaura and Nicole weren't in the room, but something smelt amazing. I got up and opened the door. Everyone was eating lunch.

"Ahh she's still alive!!?" Kiaura screamed getting up from her seat and running to my with a burger.

"Here ya go boo." She smiled handing it to me.

"Thanks."

I could feel Rakim's eyes on me when I walked to the kitchen. Well, this is gonna be an awkward day.

"Rakim can I speak to you out in the hall?" He nodded and got up from the couch.

Rakim's POV:

I followed her to the door, and sadly my long T was covering her ass. We got out into the hall and she leaned against the wall.

"Listen I'm sorry about last night, and how pushy I was."

"Awe well I was gonna apologize for being kinda dramatic.."

We both stood there nodding our heads.

"I mean it was kinda crazy though." She laughed.

"What was?"

"What you said...."

"Oh nah. That offer is still standing. You just gotta think about it."

"Rakim!"

"I know I know you're scared but I was just thinking you could move in, we could make the business bigger, and make more money together."

"I don't think you understand." What the fuck is she talking about? "I'm not gonna be just another one of those girls. Especially the ones you tell that to. I ain't no wifey."

"Wow. Actually you are the first bitch I've ever told half that shit I've told you since we met. And why the fuck would by anybody all the shit I bought you?"

"K I'm sorry. You probably don't want me anymore... Do ya? Imma bitch and nothin's gonna change." She said reaching for the door knob before I grabbed her wrist.

"What are you do-" I stopped her before she could finish.

We both just started hard core making out. On the hallway floor, we rolled back and forth kissing.

This is such a fucked up relationship.

"Whatcha say?" I whispered.

"Yes."

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