Just What I Am.

Bad memories.

Hannah's POV:

I got off the plane an hour and a half ago. Rakim and the boys drove one way, and I drove the other. I've been dreading this day for a long time.

My parents have been divorced since I was 10. The annoying thing is that they live across the street from each other.

My mom and dad are complete opposites. My mom wastes away every bit of money she earns. My father is the cheapest man you'll ever meet. He won't spend a dime on anybody unless it has a good reason.

I drove for another hour before pulling into the snobby neighborhood, I once lived at. I passed a couple houses. One of them really caught my eye though. My ex boyfriends house. Shit, I really fell for that kid. Ended up leaving me right after homecoming. He tore me apart.

There, at the top of the hill, was my parents' houses sitting across from each other. I tightened my hold on the steering wheel with my left hand, then turned my music up as high as it would go.

I parked on my father's side of the road.

"Breathe Hannah. Just breathe." My voice shook, as I pulled the car keys out.

Alex was sitting with my dad on the porch in the rocking chairs. I looked across the street and saw my sister, Maddie's car parked y the mailbox. Shit I hate this.

I walked up to the porch, and put on the most fake smile on that I could. All I wanna do is have a smoke with Rakim.

My dad put out both of his arms.

"My sweet Maddie, darling you look beautiful." he said smiling; revealing his yellow teeth.

Not a word came out of my mouth. He thinks I'm Maddie.

"No um dad that's Hannah; the youngest."

"Oh oh Hannah... What are you doing here?" he threw his arms out once again for a hug.

I bent down to hug him.

"Alex said there was an emerg-" I bit my lip.

Alex's eyes were huge. It must be my mom.

"Um yeah I told her it was an emergency, and she needed to come cook for us." every single bit of that was a lie.

"Ohhh yes we do need a good dinner!" he started to laugh.

"Alex, you can come to the store with me. I'll make us lunch." I spoke.

"It's ok. I'll stay here with dad."

He smiled nervously.

"It was an order, not a question." I smiled at the sight of his knee shaking.

"Go on with your sister!"

He shook his head, and jumped up from the seat.

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The car ride to the store was completely silent. That was my goal. I know if I don't say a word, Alex will slowly go insane. Every once and a while I would look at him with a mood-less face.

"I wasn't really going to kill you!" he finally busted out.

I took a sharp turn at the grocery store, and perfectly parked up front.

I ripped the keys out of the ignition, and faced him.

"You weren't going to kill me? Ha.... that's nice to know. I can really trust you now!" I shouted sarcastically.