I really don't like you.
I despise you.
And I know you know this.
You HAVE to
So can we stop pretending everything is okay.
Can you stop pretending you're a "cool mom"
And that you didn't rob me of my childhood
I'm tired of trying to fix.
I'm tired of trying to change.
I'm working on accepting that our relationship sucks and will always suck and that you're doing the same thing to Abby as you did to me and that I can't do anything about it.
Because trying to fix is exhausting
I'm done giving you chances
I can't get my hopes up anymore
I can't
So I'm giving in to the nothingness
And it's your fault
