Hey so I was gonna write you a letter but then I didn't.
Sorry I guess.
I don't know what I want to say.
I know you noticed that I'm rather blue.
Sorry about that too.
I wish I got to see you more often because you're really strong and awesome. I really respect you. And I know you heard my life plans, but I can't actually see myself getting old.
It makes sense I guess. That I'm trying to accomplish so much in high school. Maybe I'm subconsciously not thinking past that on purpose.
I dunno if you'd come to my funeral, but I'd want you too. And I'd need you to be there for Rachel. And I know you've dealt with a lot of sorrow lately and I'm sorry about that.
I'm just really tired.
But don't worry about me
I'm okay.
