Just so you know I don't hate you. I really really want to at the moment, but I don't, I know it's not your fault.
and I don't hate her either.
But seriously, you're being so closed minded about this, simply because you heard it from her first, not me. I didn't purposefully refrain from telling you, in fact I think I almost did after it happened but by then we were talking about something that was a much bigger deal.
And I didn't really feel the need to tell you. I tend not to let my brothers stupidity define myself or how I relate to Olaf.
I can't decide if you're right or not. I never really thought that I was so protective because of him and that I hated the failure and him because of that one moment, but the more I think about it, the more I notice how angry I am with him.
And I really don't want you to get inside my head. That's not why I talk to you. It's more so preparation for when something crashes and she's not there and I need someone who understands enough to listen.
Really can you stop with the whole "I wasn't expecting this" or "I can't believe you held that in"
And I think I've decided one thing. Remember in part 1 when I said I was sorry in advance for shutting you out? well I think it's that time. you really don't understand much of what goes on in my life and what will go on and it's just easier for both of us if I stop burdening you with my problems. the next time we talk will probably be the last time for a while.
so again sorry.
And I don't hate you even though I really want to.
Bye
