The mysterious new girl|G•M•W Fanfic

Twenty-nine

Alex still hasn't woken up yet. I stay in the hospital everyday. His parents are rarely even here anymore. The doctors said he has reached stage 2 of cancer already. Mom and Kat try to get me to go home but I can't go home knowing my boyfriend was in a coma and could wake any second now.

They don't know how it feels to see the one person you love in coma, slowly dying from cancer and you can't do anything about. All I do is blame myself. If I didn't make him move here, If I didn't say yes to go on a date with him we could have stayed at home watching old horror movies instead of getting into a car crash he would be awake right now he would hold me and tell it was going to be ok. I feel like no one can help but him right now Kat and mom try to comfort me be it just isn't the same as him. I want him, I don't want him I need him.

He is my everything, without him I would be dead by now. He saved me from everything, I could have gotten raped one time but he saved me and the dude that tried to rape went to jail for attempted rape. He saved me from suicide  multiple times like Kat. He would always hold me when I cried, he always bought me chocolate and pads and tampons when I'm on my period, he makes sure I eat, I don't cut, and makes sure I get sleep. But I can't get sleep because I just have the same two nightmares.

-tigger warning-
I remember when my mom's ex boy friend raped me he saved me from him.

My mom was at work and her boyfriend, Nick, was drunk sitting at home. He slouched on the couch with a bottle of whiskey in his hand and the tv on. I walked into the kitchen to get me something to eat when he came after me.

He dragged me into my mom's room and threw me on the bed. I started to scream and tell to stop. He went over to the door and closed it. He walked back over to me and grabbed something from the nightstand it was a rope and a t-shirt. I screamed as loud as could. He rolled up the t-shirt and tied around my face near my mouth so I couldn't speak. He tied my hands behind my back. I tired to scream again but nothing came out.

I felt his hand sliding near my legs. I suddenly fell breeze hit my legs. That's when I realize that he had taken my pants off. I feel his hand on my again but this time he is to my top half. He takes off my shirt and I'm only on my bra and underwear.

I can feel him take off my underwear and then I hear unzipping his pants. He hits my in the stomach.

"You fucking bitch. You're the reason I can't spend time with your mom. I wanted to go out on date with her put she stuck at work because of you!" He shots at me.

I suddenly feel him inside of me. I try to scream but nothing comes out still. I shut my eyes so I don't have to watch him. I suddenly hear a door opening and then the room gets much lighter. I open my eyes to see that Alex is standing in the door way.

"Hey! Get off her!" Alex shouts. He ran over to him and punches him and knocks him out with a chair that my mom used for her desk. Luckily the chair didn't break but Nick was passed out.

Alex ran over to me on the bed and untied and got the t-shirt  out of my mouth.

"Are you ok?" He asked. But I was still in shock I wanted to talk to him but I couldn't nothing came out.

He grabbed a blanket and covered me immediately. He pulled me towards him and hugged me tight. I hugged back. I started to cry. I lost my balance and we fell to the ground. A couple police officers came running in and took away Nick. They me took away from Alex and took me outside. I answers there questions and they called my mom.

-end of trigger warning-

I shed a tears thinking about that day. Mum mom dumped Nick right after that. He went to jail for life since he raped other girls too.

I'm a mess I always have my hair in a bun, I'm wearing my sweatpants and his sweatshirt that he left for me. I hardly ever leave the room expect to get food but that when the nurse has to come in and do tests and make sure he is ok. I fell back into my depression and anxiety but I don't hear them so I guess it can be worse. I have been to depressed to dance or do anything All I do when I'm here is watch tv and play on my phone. Shawn has come in multiple times to try calm me down when I just start crying because of my panic attacks but he just makes them worse.

It's only been a week and I have already 3 panic attacks because  I keep thinking about what would happen if he never woke up or he dies because of the cancer. Sometimes Kat would just hold me in her arms and calm me down. Other times mom and Shawn would have to try and calm me down.

Right now I was sitting beside Alex in the hospital room all alone. His family were staying at a hotel but they never come to hospital anymore.

I was holding his hand and there was silence in the room the only noise was from the tv. It was some stupid drama show that I really didn't care about. I all I cared for was Alex waking up.

"Alex baby please wake up."