When I'm with you a Carl grimes love story

It killed you

Chapter 16 It killed you

Rewritten

Bella's pov three days later

I was starting to feel better, but I was still so disgusted of what that guy did did to me. My body ached if I moved the wrong way, but everyone here is helping me out so much and I'm grateful to have them in my life. I slowly walked down the stairs and outside towards the graves. I was in a lot of pain and I had to let it all out somehow. I sat down in front of lori's grave and let out a small sigh. I cleared off some leaves that made their way on top of the dirt.

Hey Lori. Yea I know long time no see right, I'm sure that you saw what had happened to me in Woodbury I said tearing up.

I tried my best to stop him but he wouldn't he just kept going, he did it three times Lori and he beat me and Martinez beat me as well. I just feel so guilty of letting him do that to me, I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to put Rick, Carl or the rest of the group in danger from what happened to me. God this is all my fault I shouldn't have left the prison that day and none of is would've happened or maybe I shouldn't of turned right from running away from the walkers that day I said feeling a few tears fall.

I hate this world Lori it's so cruel, it killed you, and it's just not safe anymore. Goodbye for now Lori I said. I stood up and brushed of the back of my jeans, then I walked around until I saw Daryl by his motorcycle cleaning his arrows, I should really clean mine. I walked towards Daryl, his head shot up when he heard the footsteps, when he saw it was me I saw a very small smile come across his features. I know that behind this 'big tough guy' act he has, he's a sensitive guy.

Hey Daryl I greeted

"Hey Rambo" he said, I smiled at the old nickname, it's also been a while since he's said that to.

Can I go on a run just by myself? I need to think. I'll take a walkie talkie and I won't go too far I promise I said.

"I don't know I'll have to talk to Rick about it" he said uneasily.

Alright thanks Daryl I said starting to walk away.

"Wait Bella" he said gruffly. I turned around looking at him.

"Remember that day when I told you that I wouldn't let that kid get you again?" He asked softly looking at the ground.

Yea I do. Why? I asked.

"I couldn't protect you. I didn't know where you were" he said now looking at me.

It's fine Daryl, I'm ok now really I said. I saw a ghost of a smile come across his soft features before he stood up from his motorcycle.

"I'm gon' talk to Rick l'right" he said I nodded my head as he walked off towards where Rick was by the animals. I walked back inside the prison and saw Beth singing to Judith. I wonder if Beth ever got a record deal before this had all happened. She saw me and smiled, I smiled back and continued to walk to my cell. I put on a different pair of jeans, and a new shirt. Before walking back outside.

Ricks pov

I saw Daryl coming over to me, I wonder what he wants to talk about.

"Rick, Bella wants to walk outside the gates just by herself, she said she needs to think and that she'll take a walkie" he said.

I don't know when is she planning in going? I asked sticking the metal rake in the ground.

"Soon" he said looking around outside of the gates.

I'll have a talk with her then. Can you finish this up with Carl? He's over by the pigs I asked. He nodded his head and walked towards the pigs and picked up a rake. I went back inside the prison and walked towards Bella's cell. She sat there looking at a picture of her and her dad in his Marine uniform, a single tear rolled down her cheek I walked over and gave her a hug.

So Daryl tells me you want to get away from the prison so you can think about thangs? I asked. She nodded her head yes and set the picture down.

"Yea I need time to think because of everything that happened at Woodbury" she said looking at her boots. I nodded taking it in.

I'll let you go, but don't stay out for more than two hours I said. She smiled.

"I'll go take watch with Maggie for about an hour then I'll go" she said.

Alright but be safe ok I said. She nodded then we both walked out of her cell.

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~Sorry for this short chapter, something big happens in the next chapter
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