Hate; noun: an intense or passionate dislike.
That's what comes up when you search what hate means. And that's what im spending my last afternoon in San Diego doing. Searching for definitions when I should be making a video, but I procrastinate. And im not in the mood to be peppy and cheery for my viewers, it won't work. Besides, I go back to Los Angeles tomorrow, just me, I wasn't lying about that break. Im going to take the next to stops off and then at the end of the tour, I'll do a meet up in those cities. Plus this will give me my chance to both put together my plan and see little Mary Kate. You know the little girl with cancer I promised to come back and see. But first I have to get through tonight. And seeing the boys. Fingers crossed I won't bite one of their heads off. But I had an hour before I needed to start getting ready and then I have to put up with the guys for hours while walking around Belmont Park. Its just great, absolutely fantastic. I had been lounging around all day and with my hair in messy braids I quickly fixed them and then began to get ready. I started with my makeup first, as I normally do, winging my eyes and then grabbing my beautiful light purple lip stick and putting it on. Satisfied with my makeup after a while, I went to my suit case pulling out a floral crop top and white shorts. Jenn and Andrea had been out for around an hour and I planed to stick with them the whole night. And ignore the boys, its for the best even though Johnson is going to think something is going on. Which is true. No one besides me, the Musical.ly boys, Jenn, and Andrea know im leaving and taking a break so I have to keep it going smoothly. And hope that Hayes doesnt try to talk to me. We left an hour later, and honestly I kinda felt bad ignoring Johnson. He tried to talk to me and I had told him before that I would have to treat him like the others but. It still made me feel awful. But as we walked the boys didn't talk to me, just looked at me sadly. And that made me smirk. Maybe I have become hateful.
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