part 4

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in my sleep, i was dreaming about my mom. she left me and my dad when i was 4 years old, she didn't left a note or something she just woke up one day and left. i never loved myself less thinking maybe she left because of me ,maybe i wasn't good enough for her , cause i really have no idea what could possibly be wrong in her life. we have money,we have a house,a loving family , she had ME!! had...

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i woke up the morning after realizing i slept 13 hours!  

my back hurts from the hard couch,.

everybody are still asleep accept Dani, i assume he left to work.  

after i brushed my teeth i felt a little hungry so i went towards the kitchen to grab some cereal. i set down and ate. i check my phone to see if i get any messages or missed calls ,there are 2 missed calls,one from my dad and one from my best friend,Sally . 

--no Christian-- 

i call my dad first, I dialed the number and after 3 beeps he answers. 

"hello?" he asks 

"hey, dad." i say 

"hey pumpkin ! having fun so far?!" he asks with excitment .

"well i've been here for a day so if fun is sitting and eating then, yeah i had fun" i say and laugh he joins me.

"when do you go house hunting?" he asks.

"i wanted to stay a little more at grandmaa's so i'm thinking next week." i say 

"ohh ok, be safe don't do anything that will get you in trouble!"  he worns me. 

"i won't " i say 

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after more small talks we said our goodbyes to one another and hung up.

"good morning!!" i jump as i hear Ron shouting as he drags himself down stairs.  

"good morning" i chuckle.

"shh don't shout!!" he yells and i can't help but laugh at him . 

"where's grandma?" i ask him 

"she is in the shower"he answers. 

there's a small silence until Ron speaks up "so what do think about harry?"

what?! 

"what?!" i say my thoughts out loud . 

"you heard me. " Ron says  

"Ron i have a boyfriend!, besides,grandma allready asked me that.. " i say.

"what did you tell her?" he asks 

"the same thing i told you! stop fixing me up with you'r friends!!" i chuckle.

"just asking.." Ron says 

shortly after Ron finished his breakfast ,grandma walks downstairs with a smile, i guess it's because i'm here..

"good morning grandma!" i say and shift her a smile. 

"good morning, sweety." she says and kissed the top of my head. 

after a little small talk i went upstairs to take a shower. when i finished  the shower i got dressed. i wore some black jeans, a thick white sweatshirt with a big red heart in the middle of it, i made my hair into a tight bun and put on my boots, i didn't bother on wearing make up. 

i went downstairs towards the door and said goodbye to my grandmother , she looked confused that i don't know nothing about London but i assured her that i wont go far. 

i turned around and exited the door.

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