Andy's POV:
The concert was coming to an end, and I can't say how relieved I am. It's not that I didn't like performing, I was just feeling really worn out. As the guys finished playing the ending to Rebel Love Song I walked to the front of the stage, my microphone in hand. I thanked the audience for coming, waving as I did. After a few minutes the crowd started to clear out and I headed backstage. I glanced at Ashley, biting my lip and setting my mic down. I really wanted to hug him right now and maybe kiss him cause he just so looked cute an- okay, stop it Andy. You're straight. You can't be thinking about kissing your band mates. Even if you really want to.
I sighed quietly and began to walk back to the bus, I had no intention on partying tonight and really no desire to have a hangover tomorrow either. I passed CC and Jake, who informed me that they were heading out for a drink. They asked me to come along but I told them I wasn't feeling well. Which wasn't a lie.
I got into the bus and walked to my bunk. I laid down and closed my eyes. My head was pounding and I just wanted to sleep it off.
It wasn't too long before I heard the door open and I sat up.
"Hello?" I was standing now, peeking out of my room. A slight smile formed on my face, but soon disappeared when I noticed it was Ashley. Ashley and some girl. I don't think he heard me, because if he had, he probably wouldn't have started making out with the girl on the couch, or taken her shirt off either. I closed the door quietly and sat down on my bed. I couldn't help but feel anger towards the girl only because I knew what was going to happen after she went to Ashley's room. It made me sick to know that I'd possibly be hearing about how much "fun" they had tomorrow morning when Ashley talked with the guys and I.
Before I knew it I was sobbing quietly. I laid down and buried my face in my pillow. I guess it wasn't even the fact that Ashley didn't love me, it was more because I knew he never would love me. Why would anyone love me? I'm worthless..
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"Saviour Will Be There..." ((Andley Fanfic))
FanficAshley starts to notice slight changes in Andy, he seems upset about something but won't say. He can't admit to himself that Andy could possibly be struggling with something that's more than just feeling "sad." But admitting that Andy has a problem...
