Pick Me.❥// Jacob Sartorius

back home.

I get home and the house is empty from what I can tell.

Moms helping me bring my luggage inside.

I feel really gloomy but I'm trying to ignore it.

" your surprise is in your room... whenever your ready you can open it.." Mom says.

She can tell that I miss being in Phoenix but I don't think she understands. It's hard transitioning from a place filled with such fun things and people to... this.

I'm sitting on my bed when I think about all the great memories I had over spring break.

My vision gets blurry from tears.
I don't fight back. I just let them fall.

I lay down and cry.
I remember the box Hunter gave to me.

I reach into my backpack and grab it.
I open it and see the most beautiful necklace I've ever seen. It has a blue crystal hanging from it.

There's a note under it that reads,

Brooklynn,

By the time you are reading this i am probably missing you bad as ever. I wanted to give this to you. I don't quite know why it reminds me of you but I also know your favorite color is blue. ( he drew this > 😂 emoji)
Anyway I miss you so much and wish you back with Blake and I. Love you❤️
      - Hunter

I put in the necklace in awe of how pretty it is.

Then I hear a meow.

" what??? no! she didn't!!! uh uh!!!!" I whisper.

I go to the corner of my room and open a box to see a white little sleepy kitten laying down.

" oh my gosh." I whisper cause I don't wanna scare it.

I grab it's tiny body and cradle it in my arms.

I bring the little kitty to my bed and treat it as if it is my own baby.

" we're gonna get through this." I say rocking the kitten back in forth.

The little baby cat falls asleep in my arms and so do I.

{ a/n what should Brook name the kitten.}

I wake up from my nap because I hear voices downstairs.

" do you think he'll be alright?" I hear my mom say.

" should we tell Brooklynn?" I hear my dad say.

Tell me what? I'm going down there.

I grab my kitten and walk downstairs.

" okay. Give me updates. Bye. " my mom says and quickly puts her phone in her pocket.

" hi mom is everything okay?" I ask.

" uhh we should talk about it later but do you like ur gift?" She asks.

" I absolutely love it thanks sooo much!" I say.

" I'm glad you like it Brook."

" now what did you want to talk about?" I ask.

" well Jacobs mom called me..."

" oh no." I think to myself.

" and we're not sure why yet but Jacobs been... Well... sick. Apparently he's been coughing up blood so they brought him to the hospital. "

" oh my gosh. Is he ok?" I ask.

" they don't know yet. But I hope he is. "

" is he still in the hospital?" I ask.

" yes. We can visit him if you want. "

" definitely. How soon can we go?" I ask.

" we can go now if you wa-"  I cut her off.

" let's go." I say.

I get in the car and my hearts beating so fast.
He's gonna be okay I keep thinking to myself but I don't know.

We get to the hospital and I see Jacobs mom.

" hi." I say hugging her.

I can tell she's been crying from her puffy eyes.

" Jacobs been telling me how much he wants to see you." She says.

" that's sweet of him." I blush while laughing.

" he's over here in this room," she says pointing to the left, " he'll be so excited to see you."

Jacobs moms about to make me cry.

I walk in and see Jacob with many tubes in him. Just laying on the hospital bed with his eyes shut.

I can tell he sleeping so I stay quiet. Then he opens his eyes and sees me.

I hear his fragile, cracked voice say,

" brook?"

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🌈 ending it here :(

🍉 this was a sad chapter :(

💙 now I feel depressed:(

😺 should I name brooks kitten marshmallow?

💩 love you! xoxo