My Name is Insecurity

A Big Joke

          Hi, I am Kacey Laurens. Well, you probably don't want to call me that, do you? You're just like the others, aren't you? That's what I'm gonna expect. Don't want to get my hopes up.

          Call me a joke. A big joke.

          I don't want to explain because not a lot matters about me. You may be wondering what I am talking about, right? I guess I'm just... insecure. But its not really my fault. It just happened to be me. You may not get what I'm talking about, so keep reading, I guess.

          I am in high school, freshman year. The thing is, I get bullied a lot.  A LOT. You may think the reason this happens is because I am new to the school and I don't really know anyone, but am I really the only one? I mean, everyone in their freshman year are new...

          And it's not only in high school. High school only started two months ago, on Agust 29th. I have been bullied all my life, ever since kindergarten. Seriously. Kindergarten. You must be thinking, "Kindergarteners are so harmless, how would they know such a thing as bullying?"

          Well trust me, they do.

          And I honestly do not see the reason why they choose me. Is it because I look ugly? Because honestly, (not being rude or anything), I think I look quite pretty. I have medium length, light brown hair, hazel eyes, and perfect teeth. (Well, that's because I had braces a long time ago.) Is it because of my grades? Because I have pretty good grades. In fact, the lowest grade I have is an A-. Or my family? Are they weird? But, no one has really met my family...

          Except Amara.

          And even if I move schools, Im pretty sure I will find more bullies and this whole thing will start all over again.

          I guess I have learned to live with it. It isn't that bad...

         No, it's really bad.