Sleep

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          Whenever I sleep, I replay the whole day in my head and I think about what to do the next day. I never waste my time.

          I cannot believe a boy likes me. I even like him back! Ooooh! This is sooo perfect!

          But I ruined it.

          What if I told him my name?

          NO. Then he would have screamed. He would know what I meant by Kacey. I am Kacey. The Kacey Laurens. And I am popular in a bad way.

          But what if...

          What if I dress differently? Have different hair? Maybe even wear some makeup? Will that make him notice me? I don't know. I don't even know what he likes.

          But what if I tell him that the girl he met was Kacey? Would he hate me? Or would he still like me?

          No matter what, I would still like him. He was so nice. Not to mention really cute. I have never liked a boy before. Is this really real? Or is it all... just a dream? Brandon. What a nice name.

          I pinch myself to make sure I am not dreaming.
          "Nope, not a dream," I say out loud.
          I don't know what happens next, because I fall asleep.

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