Sometimes things are hard [personal Journal]

It's painful......and boring

It's boring, doing nothing.

But doing nothing, is better than doing something stupid. Doing something stupid will hurt you, but doing nothing can hurt you and someone else. Or so I thought....

I only hurt myself. I just sit there and get hurt....and it's so boring. After awhile, of just hurting, I get really tired of it. I'm bored of tolerating  people's bullshit.

They say the same damn things all the time. They say shit, say it's ok, and then say shit again. They never give others a break, there's always someone to talk shit about. But the worst part, is when your the topic of discussion. They'll say shit to your face too, and that takes balls, but it gets old.

I will be honest it's kinda funny the first time, but after that it just gets boring. Like really, don't you have other things to do? Or are just so petty that you just don't care?

Today at lunch, one of them told me that if I say shit about them online, they'll show my crush some embarrassing stuff. Really bitch😑?! I don't give a fuck, I do care if you want tell him everything. Why? Because you're irrelevant, and a basic, petty bitch.

After say this, I might be called things like: petty, mean, asshole, childish, ect...
I don't care because it's true, so call me what you want.

Thank you for reading, and if you don't understand what I'm talking about, it's ok. It's better you didn't.