Sometimes things are hard [personal Journal]

3/19/2016

Today is spring break🌺🌸🍾, and I love it. Recently I've been going through this weird phase or something. I have feelings for someone💙, I can't describe it💭. Right now, I'm laying on my bed typing this story📱, I've also been thinking bout that person. They go to my school📝, and they're really cute😳. I've talk to them, and they know who I am. Senpai noticed me!!😂😂😂

My friend told them that I like them, and I got so fucking upset! 😣 I ran/walked all the way to the other side of the cafeteria, and sat next to my other group of friends. I was terrified of them finding out, but it didn't turn out to be that bad.

~3/20/16 (continued)~

When they found out how upset I was, they apologized for making me feel bad. I was so shocked, one of my other friends had to tell my crush I wasn't upset at them. My crush and I haven't really talked about it, but my "friends" tease me about it, even when I'm right in front of him.

It's funny he didn't figure it out. My friends hinted for weeks, but He is kind of oblivious towards that type of thing 😏🤔. It's what makes them kinda cute, ☺️. He is kinda nerdy🤓, they're smart✍🏻, funny😂, my height and size. I really like them, do y'all have any advice or questions?