Sometimes things are hard [personal Journal]

My Heart Begins to Beat Again

So much has happened sense the last time I ever wrote, but now I'm back bitches! Let's begin with school. Thank god its finally over! My friends are all doing something productive, and then There's me.

Update on my crush status: eh I still have slight feelings for him, but not so much romantic.

I found someone new. He's so sweet and nice. He's dorky, cute, funny, awkward, and TALL AF, 6'1. He makes me feel differently than I've ever felt towards someone, or myself. He's kinda my boyfriend, kinda my crush/friend. Its complicated I guess.

Family: still the same, kinda. My youngest brother is back from hospital, and he's a lot to handle. My grandma is all the way in Florida, and my aunts, uncle, and cousins are all vacationing somewhere. And then I'm here in my home town BORED AS ALL HELL! Staying in one house with 9 other people is not how I planned on spending my summer.

Friends: my circle of friends has slightly grown larger. I've kept my old friends, and continue to make new ones. My crush/boyfriend/friend (for the rest of this I'll call him Cole) was a friend of my friend who I never met yet. I met him through a new friend of mine.

School: THANK THE LORD ITS OVER!!! However I have summer school (S. school). I voluntarily took S. school because I did want to take gym during school.

For now I think Thats all the updates I have for now, I'll try to continue with this. Sorry it was so late.