Manan The Darkness Within

I will be lost again?

Manik's point of view

Its been a three month since I have left them....the people who were world to me....the people whom I cannot survive without....the people who loved me....the people who betrayed me...in short its been a 3 months living like a dead person...with no emotions...no feelings..

I still remember that day when I left them...them my mother who made me like this...what I am today its all bcoz of her...my father who gave me the identity....who gave me malhotra's name and everything which a child wants from their fathers....and nandini murthy....who loved me...who is the reason that I have experienced this beautifull feeling of love...I left all of them....bcoz they gave me so much and in return they took all of me....they took my happiness...my feelings....my self respect everything.....I left them and I left manik malhotra there too

Yes I am no longer a manik malhotra....the day I left that country I have hiddem my identity...bcoz I dont want to get located by them....I knew they will try to reach me so I changed my everything....bas nahi badal paya to khud ko....kitna bhi koshish karu....but I am still that manik who wants to sleep in her mom's lap....who wants scolding from his dad for not waking up early....who wants the passionate love which nandini gave him....she completed him....he wants to fight with her sister...a cute sibling fights....he wants to chill out with his buddies cabir dhruv and abhimanyu.....

how much he try but deep down inside he is the same manik who will love to spend his time with his family his love and his frnds....rather then being alone or partying with unknown stranger

When he left from that country he chooses london...bcoz it was the place where nandini have lived her childhood....although he was a millionare's son but he didn't take his dad's money with him...he left all of that luxuries...when he reached here he from his savings brought an appartment...it was too short but who cares....he starts working with the name parth samthaan....yes the new name which he have choosen for him self...bcoz being a millionare's son if you have some advantages you have some disadvantages too..he doen't want to get famous bcoz it will be easy for his family to locate him then....and he dont want it to happen...

So he changed his name and starts working in a store....he do all of the work which he haven't even imagined to do in his life....like he carries bags...cleaning the store attending customers with smile

But it was too early too judge his life...he was happy with that job but

Slowly slowly his saving finished the money he earns from his work was not enough....although he managed but deep inside him the manik malhotra still craved for somethings which was his regular need..like branded clothes....and branded accessories....you can change your self...but aadat badalne me bohot time lagta hai....so he was also suffering from that phase

When one day he met aryaman

Aryaman was also an indian who living in london to earn money for his family....aryaman was working in a bar as bartender....so after a good communication between them he offers manik the same job....it was a nice job with a pretty nice salary....so he after thinking a little agreed

It was a nice bar with a nice atmosphere and a nice interiors too...well its a bar though but there is not a single thing like a cheap bar...it was some high class bar...manik is also got appointed as a bartender...he was going to help aryaman....he was happy though he didn't feel any emotion but he was relaxed that now he have something from which he can get what he wants

3 months passed away in a blink and he have gelled up with aryaman pretty well...aryaman was nice with witty sense of humor...he always tries to cheer manik...manik haven't shared anything with him bcoz he no longer cares what happen in his past.....he and aryaman's job was going smooth when one day that incident happen which took manik back to the months where he was with her...with his family