Rey & Finn: One Shots

I'll Never Leave You Again

|| if u are currently dealing with strong depression, like me, then i advise u not read this. ||

Rey rested her head against the wall as she harshly ran the bloody knife over her wrists and upper thighs over and over again. She was so lonely.

Finn had been gone for the past two months. She had no idea where he was or what he was doing. They haven't talked or communicated with each other and it killed Rey. They had been dating for the past year.

She looked down at her very bloody thighs and wrists. She broke down in tears again. She missed him so much that it hurt. A month ago, she fell into a deep and strong depression from him being away so long. She already had scars from cutting herself a few weeks ago. Rey couldn't deal with this pain anymore.

Her and Finn had an apartment near the resistance base. She hadn't come out the apartment for the past month and a half. She was starving herself, only living on water and had broken the bathroom mirror from anger. She cried for hours every day and always cried herself to sleep.

She knew Leia was probably worried so much about her. Leia was like a mother to her. She missed Leia but she couldn't let anybody see her like this.

Rey grabbed her comlink and tried to call Finn, but he still didn't answer which made Rey cry even harder. Rey threw the comlink across the room and grabbed the knife and cut herself even more. She was uncontrollably bleeding.

Rey suddenly felt her legs go numb and she laid her back onto the floor. She felt herself go weak as she heard someone knock on the door.

"Rey? You in here?"

Leia.

She was probably here to check on her. Rey tried to get up, but she found herself on the floor again.

"C-come in." Rey croaked out with the last bit of energy she had. She heard Leia walk towards the bedroom door and gasp.

"Oh my god, Rey. Are you okay?!" Leia frantically asked as she got some paper towels and sat down next Rey. She gently put a paper towel on Rey's thighs making Rey wince in pain.

"Rey, you must miss him so much." Leia solemnly told her.

"I do." Rey said as Leia removed the paper towel from her thighs and tossed it in the trash. Leia grabbed more paper towels and put them on Rey's wrists gently, making her wince in pain again.

"Rey, hopefully he'll be home soon." Leia assured her as she nodded.

•••

A month has passed and Leia visited Rey every day. Rey has so many scars on her thighs and wrists from cutting herself. But, the worst part is, Finn still isn't back yet.

Leia had just left to go back to the base and Rey was laying on the bed that her and Finn shared. The bed was stained with tear drops and blood. She heard a door open and her head jerked up.

"Rey? Rey, are you here?"

Finn.

She smiled and got up off the bed. She ran to the living room and saw Finn standing there with his back to her.

"Finn." She said as he turned around and smiled. He engulfed her in his arms and rubbed her back.

"I missed you so much." He said as he heard her tear up. "Babe, what's wrong."

"You were gone so long and it made me depressed. You wouldn't be happy if you saw what I did." She said as she cried. He broke apart and looked at her.

"Babe, what did you do?" He asked as she looked down. He looked down, catching a glimpse of her scarred thighs.

"Oh my god. Y-you cut yourself." He said, picking her up as she wrapped her legs around his waist. He put his arms around her waist and held her tight as she cried into his shirt.

"Rey, I shouldn't have left because that was the cause of your depression. I'll never leave you again. I love you." He told her, rubbing her back.

"Y-you love me?" Rey asked, tearing up some more.

"Yes. Why would I not love you?" He said, pressing his lips to hers for a quick moment, then hugging her again.

"Rey?"

"Mhm?"

"I'll never leave you ever again." He said, making her smile that adorable smile.

|| hey😌 we need to talk

guys, my mental health is rapidly dropping and it's not good at all

so there will be less updates in all my books :(

i've been going through the worst ever. my parents don't understand any of it plus they haven't been the best influence lately.

sorry for the inconvenience; it's my fault :(

😭

-allison😞 ||