Fixate on the frailty

I Just Want You To Know Who I Am

Raven POV

I call Sophie after I get back to my place. It goes straight to voicemail, which pisses me off to no end.
"Hey, Soph, haven't seen you in a few days, we should go out sometime. Call me back, love you, bye." I hang up and resist the urge to throw my phone against the wall. "Damn Endymion."
"Tsk tsk, talking disrespectfully about a Dom. Whatever are we going to do with you, Raven?" Chris asks, coming up behind me.
"Well, it's his fault!" I protest.
"Quiet," he growls, taking my hair and yanking it, making me gasp. "I didn't ask you to speak, Raven. You may answer," he purrs in my ear.
"I'm sorry, sir," I reply quietly.
"What do you think I should do, Raven?" He asks again, walking towards the bedroom with me in tow.
"I'm not sure, sir," I stammer nervously. Truth be told, I'm extremely turned on. When Chris goes dominant, it's really hot.
We stop in the middle of the room and he releases my hair and starts to circle me. I keep my head down and tremble under his gaze. I bite my lip and take deep breaths.
I trust him, I trust him, I trust him,
It's quiet as he studies me and I get wet thinking about whatever's going through his mind.
"Take off your pants and panties, Raven," he says quietly.
I nod, "Yes, sir." I undo my jeans and peel them off and throw them on the ground while I slide my panties off. I resume my position when I'm done.
I hear the shuffling of Chris sitting on the bed. "Get over my lap, Raven."
I nod and walk I we to him, he grasps my wrist and catches me off balance. He places one hand on the small if my back.
"Why are you here, Raven?" His tone is so soft yet demanding. It's hard to resist.
"Because I was talking disrespectfully about a Dom, sir," I tell him.
"Good, now I am going to spank you fifteen times. I want you to count them for mek. If you miss one, we start over, understand?"
"Yes, sir."
The first strike comes without warning, it's echoing noise makes me gasp out the number. He rubs my ass before hitting me again. It's clear he's going easy on me and that it will not always be the case.
"11," I whimper out.
"What was that?" He asks me.
"11, sir," I repeat a bit louder.
I am rewarded with another slap.
"12."
Three more later, I'm sure I'm gonna be slightly sore for at least a few days. He runs his hand over my ass, dipping his fingers into my folds, making me whimper.
"You enjoyed this, naughty girl."
I whimper in response, biting my lip as waves of pleasure wash over me. He circles my clit with his thumb and I mewl, it feels so good.
"Tell me you enjoyed your punishment, Kitten," Chris commands.
I moan, "I-I enjoyed my punishment, sir."
"Good girl. Now, were you supposed to enjoy your punishment?"
"No, sir," I reply.
"Good girl, for being so honest and taking your punishment like a good kitten, I'll allow you to come."
I whimper, "Thank you, sir."
His pace on my clit increases and he fingers me roughly. I arch my back as much as I can, still being over his lap. The warmth in my stomach grows and my toes start to curl as the muscles in my legs clench. Chris senses this, and goes faster, making me shake as I come over his fingers. He allows me a few minutes to collect myself, placing his hand on my back.
"You okay, Raven?"
I nod, "Yeah, thank you for asking, Chris." I slide off his lap with his assistance and sit next to him. He wraps an arm around me and kisses my temple. I snuggle in closer to him, "I love you, Chris."
"I love you, Raven."

Sophie calls me back later in the evening. Chris and I are lounging around, he's writing a new song and I'm reading a new book I just got called Jellicoe Road. It's actually really good. My phone starts ringing and Chris reaches over where it's charging.
"It's Sophie," he says, throwing it over to me.
I catch it and hit the answer button, "Hello?"
"Hey, Raven, sorry I haven't gotten back to you," she says, sounding exhausted.
"It's alright, Soph, I figured you got yourself into trouble," I assure her.
She chuckles, "Trouble is an understatement."
"Oh god," I laugh, "What did you do this time?"
"I was ordering some clothes online and I wasn't really paying attention to how much money I was spending because it was all super cute and at super cheap prices. So, when End gets the debit card receipt, I had managed to spend $200."
"Sophie!" I gasp.
We both start giggling. "Endymion was so pissed. Let's just say I ache all over and will definitely remember to check prices next time! So, anyway, I'm not busy tomorrow if you want to hang out?"
"I have work tomorrow," I reply.
"What time do you get off shift?" Soph asks me.
"Three," I reply.
"Great! I'll hang around there and then, we'll go out and stuff!" She says.
"Okay! I'll see you then."
"Okay, bye, Rave."
We hang up and I yawn. Chris looks up at me. "Time for bed, Kitten."
I groan, "I don't want to get up."
He chuckles and walks over to me, picking me up and carrying me inside.