Fixate on the frailty

I Drink What You Leak and I Smoke What You Sigh

Chris POV

I sit on my favourite chair with a notebook in my lap. It's been three weeks since the incident with Raven and she's been getting a lot better. Right now she's at work and Ange promised to call me if anything happened. I'm completely invested in her getting better before we start on her training and Sophie and Endymion have been helping out so much.

Right now, I want to work on a new album. I have a few songs planned out, but I wanted to do something special.
With a sudden burst of inspiration, I write down the words that are begging to be captured by my pen on the paper.

"January is the colour of her skin,
February are her lips so inviting,
Silk hair as short as her fuse,
She's been damaged, she's been misused,

Her eyes reflect like the rain on the pavement,
I take control, she explodes, sink into her depths,
I'm the tremble in her voice when she attempts to speak,
Fixate on the frailty,

We lie awake and watch it grow,
She hesitates to grab a hold,
Her body shakes, her breath is cold,
To keep her safe is all I know,

[Pre-Chorus]
Her lipstick stains like acid rain,
Dissolving away my sense of restraint,
The street lamps burned through the cloak of the fog,
Concealing the violence, I've been stung by the wasp,

[Chorus]
So come to me,
(No sense of restraint)
So come for me,

They come with me and disappear without a trace,
Criminal, in how I crave the way she tastes,
I'm the rapture in her head when she attempts to sleep,
It's haunting, she kills me,

No time or place to take it slow,
And my head aches but I refuse to go,
Her face as soft as snow,
She looks so lost but she feels like home,

[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]

I will wait endlessly I will break you carefully,
So take me harmfully,
You fit so perfectly,
I will wait,

Her lipstick stains like acid rain,
Dissolving the way my sense of restraint,
The street lamps burn through the cloak of the fog,
Concealing the violence, I've been stung,

Some hurt me again, it's not worth saving,
The heart that I've spent my whole life breaking,
The windshield cracks through the cloak of the fog,
Concealing in silence, I've been stung by the wasp,

So come to me,
I've been stung by the wasp,
So come for me,
I've been stung by the wasp,
So come to me."

I look it over and smile, pleased by what I wrote. It's about my Raven. I can't wait to show her. I glance at the clock and see that she'll be coming home at any time now. I quickly call in to a pizza place and put my notebook away before turning on the tv. I start watching a movie when I hear the door slamming as Rave comes home.
"Chris?"
"In here," I reply.
She walks into the living room and curls up next to me, kissing me on the cheek. I wrap an arm around her and kiss her temple, making her smile. We sit in silence until the doorbell rings. Raven looks at me with a confused look as I get up and answer it. I come back with a box of pizza and she attacks me, taking it from my hands and sitting back on the couch. She smiles at my surprised face and takes out a piece.
"Want one?"
"Yes, thank you," I reply, snatching it back.
"Ooh, touchy."

After we finish dinner and the movie, I go take a shower and Rae gets ready for bed. I wash quickly and when I'm done, I glance in the mirror, feeling ugly without my makeup and piercings. Rae has told me she thinks I'm beautiful no matter what. She is so sweet without even knowing it. I throw on a pair of boxers and go back out into the bedroom where Rae is, already in bed, checking her phone. I slide in next to her and read over her shoulder.
"Whatcha doing?" I ask.
She giggles and pushes me away, "Chris, go away! You're distracting me!"
"Oh, am I?" I ask, as I get closer to her, "Am I really distracting you, Raven? Or is your phone distracting you from me."
She rolls her eyes and tries to push me away again but, I don't move, making her pout and putting her phone down and turning to me. I smile coyly and she raises her eyebrow in response. She kisses me and catches me by surprise. I eagerly respond, pulling her so she's on too of me. Raven grinds herself against me and I moan into her mouth as I explore her mouth, nipping and biting at her lips. My hands slide down her tank top and into her little booty shorts. She shivers at my touch and grinds down more. Her hands slide into my boxers and stroke my hardening length, making me growl and nip at her jaw while kissing down to her neck.
"Oh, Chris," she moans, burying her head into my neck, pulling my dick out and stroking it enough to drive me insane and forget anything not pertaining to this.
"Mine," I growl, "You're mine, Rae."
"I'm yours, Chris," she whispers, "I'm yours, Master."
Those words. I needed to hear those words coming out of her mouth. I circle her clit with my thumb and slip my index finger into her already wet cunt. She moans and tightens her grip on my dick.
"Please, fuck me, master," she whispers, "Please, fuck me."
"As you wish, my darling," I purr as I slide into her tight pussy, moaning at the sensation.
"Yes," she breathes, "Oh, yes."
"You're so tight and so warm," I growl as I bite her ear gently and she mewls.
"Oh, Chris, please," she begs me. "I'm so close, please."
"No, Raven. Not yet."
My pace grows sloppy with my own impending orgasm building up and Rae has started begging me with a breathless need that makes me want my orgasm even more. I rub her clit as she bites my shoulder, her teeth sinking into skin and muscle making me groan in pain. I suck on her neck and she rakes her nails down my back. We are animal hungry for a wanton need that only we can provide. It's a beautiful display of need and ecstasy and I wouldn't do it with anyone else other than her. My Raven, my beautiful bird.
"Master!"
"Cum, Raven, cum for me."
She releases with a cry, making me orgasm as well, the high bringing me to her level and it feels so good, so good and I don't want it to end as she shakes and moans underneath me. Her lip drawing blood from her teeth, I pull it free gently with my fingers and kiss her again.
"Next time, it won't be so vanilla," I promise as she shivers.
"Yes, sir." She makes a thoughtful face and I raise an eyebrow in silent question. "When are we going to start my training?"
"Well, I was waiting for when you were ready."
"I'm ready, sir."
I chuckle at her eagerness, "Then, we'll start tomorrow, okay?"
"Yes, sir."

Raven POV

I turn on "Animal I Have Become" by Three Days Grace and step into the shower, swaying slightly with the music. Chris has to go and work on songs and I don't have work today. I'm excited about starting my training, I know Chris is worried about me having another episode, but, as long as I communicate with him, I feel that we should be fine. Chris left me chores I'm expected to have done by the time he gets back and if not, then training begins with a punishment.
Something I'm hoping to avoid, even though it will probably take a week for me to finally slip up and be the defiant little brat I'm known to be.

I finish up in the shower and get out, towelling my hair so it's just damp and brushing my teeth. I go out to the bedroom and put on the outfit Chris left out for me. It's a simply black tank top and ripped daisy dukes. I grab my phone and set it to the speaker system Chris has in his apartment before picking up the note on the kitchen counter.
"Raven, here are some things I'd like you to get done before an get home:
Do the laundry and change the sheets in my bed.
The dishwasher is full, empty it and fill it with the dirty dishes in the sink.
Vacuum the living room and my study
I left the keys to my car, pick up your cat from your apartment as you'll be spending the next few days here. I already have a litter box and other supplies.
Be ready for when I get home ;)
Love you,
Chris."

I chuckle and dance along to Paramore as I go strip the bed and collect Chris' and I's clothes to wash. A large amount of my clothes are here and that surprises me. I had no idea this much of my shit was here. I put the sheets in the wash before sorting the clothes. A knock on the door stops me from what I'm doing to go answer it.
"Surprise!" Sophie shouts as I open the door. "Let me in!"
"Hm, let me think about it," I reply while tapping my finger on my chin.
"You bitch! What are your doing?" She asks as she rudely pushes me aside.
"Chores. Chris is starting my training today."
"Oh, then it guess you don't want to watch movies with me then...?" She says with a sly look.
I laugh, "No, Sophie, I'm not getting punished on my first day of training. That's your forte."
"True, do you need any help?"
"No, but, stick around and chat with me."
"Okay!" She sits at the counter while I bring my laundry in and finish sorting it before moving on to the dishwasher.
"So, did you watch the new episode of Greater last night?"
"Uh, no, Chris and I were busy," I reply.
She wags her eyebrows, "Ooh, busy? Busy doing what?"
I playfully glare at her, "None of your business."
"So, what it like?"
"What's what like?" I ask, feigning innocence.
"Chris' bony bod," she cries, slapping the counter.
"Amazing," I reply dreamily, leaning against the counter, swooning before winking at her. "No, I mean, it's good. Sex is good, Chris is good."
"And you?" Sophie prompts gently.
I sigh, "No, I mean, I'm good. I've really taken the time to reflect and I'm doing good. Chris is amazing to me and that's more then I can say for any other guy I've dated."
"As long as you're happy, I'm happy. Any guy that gives you trouble is gonna get my heel up his ass and a missing appendage."
I smile at her and lean over to hug her, she squeezes me tightly and I kiss her shoulder, I'm not going anywhere and Sophie knows this. I'm not shutting her out again.
"Alright, I'm gonna go and let you complete your chores. End's birthday is coming up and I need to go shopping."
"Alright, tell him I said hi."
She nods and hops off the stool, "Will do, see ya, Rae."
"Bye, Sophie."
The door slams and then she's gone. I sigh and turn back to the task at hand.

I finish everything I need to do and am sitting, scrolling through my phone when Chris comes home. Syl immediately jumps off my lap to go greet him.
"Bitch," I mutter as I also get up.
"What?"
"Nothing. The cat is gonna drive me insane, is all," I reply. "How was your day?"
"Busy, you?"
I shrug, "Sophie came over."
"Oh? What did she want?" Chris asks as he turns to me.
"Watch a movie, but I had stuff to do so she talked to me for awhile and then left to go shopping," I reply.
Chris smiles, "So that's why she texted me and said that whatever happened is her fault."
I laugh, "She was worried about me getting my chores done."
Chris laughs and shakes his head before reaching over and pulling me towards him. "And did you get them all done?"
"Yes," I reply.
He lightly slaps my rump, "Yes, what?"
"Yes, master."
"Good girl."