Loved You First

Chapter 7 - Ashamed

Zayn POV

Ang looked perfect, I watched as her dressed fell to the floor. Exposing her bare back and black lace boyshorts. She turned around to face me and my eyes when straight to her exposed breasts; I traced my fingers from her hips up to the side of her breasts. She lets out a sigh as she reached up and started to unbutton my shirt but being impatient she ripped it open instead sending my buttons scattering all over the floor. I grabbed the back of her thighs and pulled her up wrapping her legs around me and slowly started to rub against her.

 Her back was pressed against the wall holding her torso up but she had one hand gripping my forearm and the other wrapped around the back of my neck holding my head in place while I was kissing her chest.

I carried her into the bedroom and laid her on the bed; I quickly removed my pants and climbed on bed with her. I hovered on top of her holding myself up with one and pulling off her boyshorts with the other. I slipped my hand between her legs and slowly traced the outside of her entrance. Then I started to rub her slow at first, listening to her breathing quicken its pace.

She reached down putting her hand on top of mine leading me to go faster. She put her hands on my hips and started to pull down my boxers. I reached and finished pulling them down and throwing them on the floor. She reached down slowly and grabbed my length, stroking it; a soft moan emerged from my throat.

She looked up and me and smiled pulling me down so she could kiss me. I entered her and she let out a high pitched squeal as she scratched my back I started to thrust into her fast and hard. I loved the look of passion that was plastered on her face.

She rolled over and got on top of me moving up and down making me rock my pelvis, she placed one hand on my chest for leverage and started to thrust her hips faster. I closed my eyes trying to hold back from releasing, I wanted to at the same time she did. Then all of the sudden she stopped and started to yell out orgasming I flipped her over and thrusted in her even faster than before, the pleasure began to be too much and she started to beg me to stop. Like I knew she would. Then I orgasmed both of us moaning in intense pleasure.

Our chests moved up and down fast trying to catch our breaths. I laid next to her for a while til our breath was at a normal rate. I watched her get up and cover herself with a sheet.

“Where are you going Ang?” I asked as I propped myself up on my elbow

“Im going to get some water babe, do you want a bottle?”

I shook my head yes and she disappeared out the door. I laid there transfixed, just thinking about what just happened as I rolled on my back Ang walked through the door and sat on me, one leg on each side, “Here babe” She said. As I drank the water she laid on top of me, I wrapped my arms around her as we fell asleep.

2 weeks later

Evangeline POV

I kissed Zayn goodbye, today was the day Roger came back, I had to be home when he got here I knew the first thing he’d do would be go to my flat.

Zayn left for the studio and flashed a half smile at me; I knew he was worried about it.

I loaded my luggage into the back of my car and realized how much I was not excited to see him. I got back to my flat it looked so empty, not full of love like Zayns flat was. I walked back to my room and threw my suit cases in the closet and laid in bed to take a nap.

I was awaken a few hours later to my bell ringing, Roger was here. I sat up looking at myself making sure everything was perfect, my hair, my cloths, everything. I walked to the door and opened it, the 6 feet 2 inches tall Roger scooped me up and spun me around. He seemed so excited to see me he started kissing my neck, and I wrapped my arms around him out of habit.

“Hey babes, what did you do while I was gone? I feel like I didn’t hear from you?”

“Umm, nothing much. I did some work for the guys and hung out with Camilla a lot. We went to Dublin for a week and visited with Nialls family.” I said with my voice shaking

“Are you okay Evangeline?” He asked looking me in my eyes

“Yeah umm, I’m fine” I said looking at the ground. “How long will you be in town?”

“Only for two days, I have to goto the states with my father again to do more contracts and crap” He started to sense something wasn’t right “Evangeline, something’s wrong what is it?”

“It’s nothing Roger, I have to get ready for work, the boys have a photo-shoot downtown”

“Okay, I’m going to my sisters. Let’s meet after?” he said leaning down to kiss my cheek

“Yeah that’s great” I walked him to the door and locked it, my heart started to race, Zayn was going to be pissed.

I walked onto set and the only one there was Niall, I gave him a hug and he could instantly tell something was wrong. He was good at being able to tell when someone was upset.

“Ang what is it?” Niall said as he turned his chair to face me

“it’s nothing Niall don’t worry about it” I started to turn his chair around but he put his feet on the ground stopping me.

“Nope not good enough... What is it?”

I looked at him and said “I couldn’t do it; I couldn’t break up with Roger. After this I’m meeting him for dinner”

He shook his head “What stopped you?”

“I don’t know, I was, I don’t know if I was scared or just didn’t want to hurt him but I just couldn’t find the words.”

He stood up to give me a hug Niall gave great hugs, they always made me feel a little better. Before I knew it all the other guys appeared and it was time to work. I styled Niall Liam and Harry at a record pace, not a hair out of place. But as soon as I turned my back Harry had messed his up, I looked at him rolling my eyes and fixed it again.

I walked over to where Zayn and Louis were “So Ang how’d it go?” Louis asked

I dropped my head to the ground instantly ashamed… Damn