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NOT PROOF READ.
Riley's PoV
I see Luke in the distance but I just stop and stare. We can do this anymore, we can't be us. I'm not emotionally stable for this yet and I need to sort my fucked up life before I can be in a relationship. He deserves more than me, a worthless piece of shit.
He stares back a me and I motion for him to come over. I'm going to break his heart but he deserves more, down one who loves him back just as much as he loves them. I take a deep breathe as he walks over.
"Luke.. I have to confess something to you.." I say grabbing both of his hand gently and placing them in mine.
"Ok.. Go on.." He says, I know he knows this is over and it breaks me to see him so broken inside.
"We need to end this, my life is too messed up right now and I think I have feeling for... James still" I say whispering the last part. I can't believe I told him.
"I know.." My breathe becomes shaky as I try to hold back my tears. I pull him into a short, sweet kiss. It was a goodbye, to everything, I think. I bite my lower lip nervously as he hugs me one last time.
"Friends?" I really do like Luke and I don't want this to ruin our friendship.
"Friends.." He says holding out his pinky finger. Like a promise, I interlock my pinky into his and hug him one last time. A few tears slip down mine and his face. I wipe his away as he wipes mine.
"I did love you, just know that everything I said was true and you'll have a very special place in my heart.." I says to him, I can't believe this. I don't have him.
"I know and I'll always love you riles, your my princess. If you ever need anything I'm always here.." He says walking away. He's gone, he's not mine now. I take a deep breathe before I walk to my last class of the day.
•••After school•••
I'm back at the home and I'm about to tell Amanda everything that happened. I knock on her office door and wait patiently as she opens it motioning for me to come in.
"Amanda, I saw them.." She has a frown like she knows who I'm talking about.
"I know, your mother phoned, she's coming in for a meeting tomorrow" I nod slowly, a meeting for what, I haven't done something wrong have I. I hope not.
"A meeting for what?" I ask curiously, with an innocent smile. I bite the inside of my cheek waiting for my answer, swinging my legs back and forth under the chair.
"She wants full custody of you again, apparently she didn't mean to give you up" I try to hide my smile, I can't believe this. I'm going to have a real family like proper real.
"Don't get too excited because Deborah wants you back as well, this will be the hardest decision ever riles and I don't want you messing this up for you. Once Deborah's gone she's gone" I swallow hard, I never though of that. What if my mum messes everything up again. If I go with Deborah though James goes to boarding school.
Why is everything so difficult, it's not just about me and James. It's about my future too. I nod my head and leave the office. I'm 16 and I seriously can't be living in a care home my whole life. I've been waiting my whole life for a moment like this and now I don't know if I want it.
Why me? The two worded question keeps running through my mind. I head up to my room and see I have a text from James.
From James: so how'd everything go? 😘
To James; em good me and Luke are no longer. 😘
From James: so we can be together right? Your going back with you bio mum?
To James: I'm not sure, Deborah wants me back and what if she messes up again and I end up on the street again or even worse back in this hell hole.
From James: do whatever is right, if it means we can be just know I will wait a lifetime until we can. Your my world riles and I'm never giving up on us 🌏👫😘
To James: your so cute, I love you and I've never loved someone the way I love you right now 😘💕
From James: I love you too, I'm going to sleep night baby. Talk in the morning beautiful 😘💕
To James: okay night babe 😘💕
I shut my phone off and lie in bed. I'm trying to sleep but all I can think is why me? Nothing ever happens with me and now look, it's all coming my way.
A/n
New chapter hope you like it
Thank you to LoveJILEYtns for the ideas 💕
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