Jiley: why me?

What now

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Riley's PoV

I get up at 2am and honestly I had no sleep. I look on my phone and scroll through social media. I can get what Amanda said out of my mind. I mean Deborah wants me and so does my mum but I don't know who I can trust.

I mean Deborah is lovely and all that but it's David I'm scared of. He hit me, I can't stay there with him if he is going to abuse me. Can I?

My mother on the other hand, well she just left and I don't believe it was an accident. I should trust her with my life and I don't. I don't trust anyone except.. Luke. He's never once hurt me, James, Deborah, David and my own mother have and I can't believe this but I think I need to talk to Luke about this.

I scroll through my contacts and see his name. Does he really want me to bother him.

To Luke: can you meet me later? X

I press send, a few tears slip down my face. I love Luke with all my heart and I know he'll tell me what's right. I can't really ask James because well he's apart of all this and I don't want him to tell me something and it's wrong. A few minutes later my phone buzzes.

From Luke: I was thinking the same thing, can you sneak out now? X

To Luke: yeah, where do you want to meet? X

From Luke: the mini park round by the school. X

To Luke: see you in 10 X

I get out of bed and grab some ripped jeans, a black crop top and my black and white adidas superstars. I put on my jacket and throw my hair into a high pony. I climb out my window making sure my bedroom door is locked.

It's like a ten minute walk from my home to the park but I eventually make it. No ones there so I sit patiently on the park swing for Luke to arrive. I see a misty figure in the distance. I get up and walk towards it and see Luke's face. He walks up to me and grabs my face, he doesn't kiss me he just stares.

"Why did you do that?" I ask, I still have feeling for him obviously but we're done. He looks to the ground kicking his feet in the dirt.

"I don't know.." He mumbles, I sigh. I do miss him and it's hard not having him there cuddling, kissing, texting me whenever I want.

"I know.. It's weird but something happeni fm in my life right now and I really need you there.." I nervously spit out, biting the inside of my cheek.

"Yeah, I understand. Is everything ok?"he says nodding his head.

"Yeah, I saw my mum like real mum and she wants me back.." I say, I don't fee happy or sad about this. I was ecstatic until I realised she could let me down again.

"Why are you not happy about that?" He asks, I should be but I don't know anymore.

"Deborah wants me too but what if my mum lets me down again..." I say with a few tears escaping from my eyes. I take a deep breathe and hold back many more tears.

"Riley everyone deserves a second chance and what about James?" I see the hope in his eyes and I know I'm going to crush every last bit of it.

"I love James but I don't want to make the wrong decision..." I see the hope drain from his eyes as I say it.

"Yeah, well David will hurt you again and I don't want that to happen maybe your mum has changed and is the right choice, you'll be with James and get your happily ever after..." He says truthfully, maybe he's right. I nod my head and pull him into a hug.

"I love you Luke and never forget that" I say kissing his cheek, he looks into my eyes and I mouth sorry to his.

"I love you too riles, go make James the luckiest man alive.." Pecking my cheek back before drifting off in the dark, misty morning.

I walk back to the home and climb up the ladder attached to the wall. I think I've made my decision I just hope it's the right one.

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