to be thin (frerard)

To be done.

thank you all for the kind comments, you guys are all so sweet 🍬
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After our talk that afternoon, my world felt a little tilted. It seemed as if Gerard had rewired my brain. I mean, we spend years drilling these deadly habits into out brains, and now he wants me to stop all of the sudden? Are you kidding me? Then, I started thinking. Gerard had made my life a living hell. Gerard's the one who introduced me to this shit. He's the one who pulled me down into the rabbit hole and didn't take time to look back at me when he got out. Why should I trust him?

So, I called him. I told him he was the reason i hated my life. I told him he's the reason I didn't bother applying to any colleges, the reason my mother cant stand to look at me. He's the cause of every bad aspect of my life. I dropped him. I threw my phone at my door as hard as i could, but i still heard the crying from the other end.