Smells Like Teen Spirit(kurt Cobain)

about a girl, about...me

Me: im NIRVANA'S manager?!
I said as tears started forming in my eyes. Im so honored, and excited too.

K: oh you sure are
as he pinched my cheek. i looked at their faces one by one. Krist was staring at me with a half smile plastered on his face. Chads eyes were popping out of his head as he smiled. And Kurt had the cutest and most excited smile ever. I chuckled as i examined their faces, and then it hit me again, im NIRVANAS MANAGER! How cool is that. I suddenly felt overwhelmed and start sobbing, but of joy. I felt that the three got closer to me and then hugged me. It was a group hug. A cute group hug.

K: aw shes happy

C: yeah. Or either sad that we put all of this pressure on her. Hey cryssy you can just say no

i nod my head no and kept sobbing.

Ku: oh you dont want to be our manager?
he asked heartbroken. I quickly nod my head yes

Ku: oh so you do?

i nodded yes again

c: so youre not sad?

I nod my head no

K: shes happy guys! Just what i said
he hugged me once again. I hugged him back and sobbed on his chest. Krist started rubbing my back for comfort

K: hey shhhhh. im here baby. Its alright

He then started playing with my hair

C: hey you little turd. Youre gonna make me cry toO

I laughed. Krist cuped my chin and smiled at me

K: hey theres the smile i wanted to see
he cooed. I giggled

Ku: Cryssy i had no idea you would get so sentimental
He said getting closer to me. I looked down

K: me neither baby
did he call me baby again? Its been twice now. Oh but what the hell, we're close friends.

Me: it-its j-j-just...
I couldnt breathe

K: shh shh shh. Take a deep breathe
He said wiping away my tears. With the corner of my eye i saw that kurt wasnt all that comfortable. He looked kind of jealous.
i took a deep breath, and opened my mouth to talk again.

Me: im just never satisfied and no one ever do nice things for me but when they do, i dont even know what to sayyyy...
with that, i broke down again. Ugh, im such a baby but i just feel so loved right now.

K: crys, you deserve it

C: yeah hes right

Me: but whyy?

ku: because we love you

We LOVE you. Those 4 words were circling around my head. They love me? yes, they love me. They love me because deep down, i love them. They love me because i love their music. They love me because i appreciate them. They just love me because im their best friend. Ive never had anyone tell this to me before. Not even Stanley, when we were really close friends. Not even my mom. Well she actually has but it was before my dad was sent to jail. Which was a Looooong time ago. i looked into kurt eyes, i could read his eyes. He had "i love you" eyes. He actually meant it. I smiled at him
Me: you do?

c: yeah

K: of course
i faced kurt again, waiting for a response

Ku: Yes
was his response. As simple as that. But it wasnt just any yes, it was a REAL YES. An honest yes. He love filled yes. A real yes. his eyes were filled with innocence. Kury spread his arms as in for me to hug him. I did. I walked towards him and hugged him as if ive never hugged nobody before. I was the best hug ever. It was a love filled hug. It was a friendly hug. It was a warm hug. He nuzzled his head in my neck. I cried more into his chest. One of his arms was rubbing my back and the other one was caressing my neck. I started playing with his hair. After a few moments, i pulled away. I was a little more calm now. I probably looked like a butt from all the crying and sobbing but whatever i guess. Kurt held my face and looked into my eyes.
Ku: are you okay?