She Will Be Loved

Unsure Thoughts and Night Terrors

Zayn's POV

I woke up by Julie screaming and crying. It is 2:30 am and I don't know whats wrong. 

"Shhhhh, Julie it's ok I'm here, I'm here. It's just a bad dream hun" I tell her. She seems to calm down and paul comes running into my room and see that she's calmed down.

"Thank you Zayn' he says.

"your welcome." I say.

"do you want me to bring her in her room or leave her in here" he asks me

"I think it may be better if she is in here, I feel like if you move her she may wake up again" I explain

He nods his head and goes back to bed. 

Later that Morning____________________________________

Julie's POV

I woke up and I was in Zayn's room. I went into my room to shower and get dressed. It was warm out today so I threw on my mint lace dress and just walked around barefoot. I put my hair in a pony tail and walked downstairs. I was in a good mood. I jumped on the couch next to Louis and liam and layed my head on Louis and my feet on Liam. 

"Good morning to you to" Louis says kissing my forehead. 

I lay their watching spongebob with them.  I hear Harry in the kitchen making breakfast so i walk in and hug him from behind. 

"Morning sunshine" he says surprised. "Are you hungry Jule's" he asks

"a little" I say.

I see him smile at me and he gives me two chocolate chip pancakes. I pick up my fork put some syrup on it and eat a half of one. I was full and was about to get up when I feel Zayn pick me up. I giggle as he kisses my cheek and spins me around. I give him the rest of my food so it doesn't go to waste and I go outside in the pool relaxing. I see my uncle come out and he is mowing the grass. I duck down into the pool so he doesn't seem me but too late. 

"morning babygirl" he says. My eyes go wide and I jump out of the pool and run inside slipping on the kitchen floor but struggling to get up made things worse. I got up and I go upstairs. I can hear my uncle calling my name but I lock my door and put a chair in front of it. 

I can't allow myself to get close to him. he looks like my dad, he sounds like my dad, theres too much pain with him around. I collapse on the floor, scream, and cry. 

Zayn's POV

I hear Julie scream and I charge upstairs to her room. I break down the door and I run to her. I pick her up and hold her close to me. 

"what is it hun, what has you so upset" I ask her while I keep my voice soft. 

I don't think she realized Paul was standing in the door way when she said what she says next. 

 "I can't allow him to get close to me. He looks like my dad, he sounds like my dad, he acts like my dad, I can't Zay I can't." She shudders so I wrap her in a blanket. I see her knee bleeding and she must have scraped it when she slipped in the kitchen. I get a bandage and clean her knee up. Harry takes Paul downstairs and I hear something break. That made Julie jump so I tell her to get dressed I'll be right back. 

I go downstairs and Liam is bandaging Paul's hand up. 

"what happened" I ask walking in.

"Paul got upset and threw a glass and when he went to go pick up the glass he cut his hand." Niall says.

"She can't even look at me" he says quietly. 

"Paul, you have to prove to her that you love her, and that it's ok to hurt."

Julie's POV

It's times like this when I want my parents' I threw my dress back on and laid on the floor and looked at me ceiling. I never thought it was possible but I think I like Zayn and more than a brother, like a boyfriend. He's always there when I need him and he makes me feel special. I think I love Zayn Malik. 

I got up and started singing our song By Taylor Swift when I heard my door open. 

"Hey beautiful girl" Zayn said coming in. 

Zayn sits next to me and I lay my head on his shoulder. Were sitting in the bay window while I sing. 

"Julie" he says to me

"yes zayn" I ask

"Nothing " he says smiling 

"Ok" I say unsure.

The lads and I are going out for dinner, did you want to come" he asks me

"Sure" I say. I put on my flip flops and go downstairs. I see my uncle on the couch with his hand bandaged up and he's crying. He looks  like my dad and it looks like my dads crying. I shake the thoughts from my head and follow the boys outside. I ride with Zayn and Niall While the others take Liam car.

We pull up in front of a restaurant called Nando's. I'm guessing the boys have came here before because Niall is telling me what I should order. I laugh at this boys craziness. We sit at a round booth and the waitress comes up to our table and asks what we'd like to drink. Zayn orders me a diet coke. Niall orders me some chicken thing and I actually liked it.

The waitress comes back over about an hour later and she gives us the bill. Her name is Annie. She has red hair and blue eyes. She was really nice. She got me a box to take my food home in. We got back in the car and decided it was till early lets go see a movie. 

We all went to the movies and picked the movie The Jungle Book. We all sat there and I shared a popcorn with zayn.

Zayn's POV

Dinner was amazing. We all had a good time. We all decided to go see a movie. We went in got our tickets and sat down waiting for the movie to start. We got lucky because of the time we were the only ones in the theater. Julie and I were sharing a popcorn and soda. I didn't know what I was doing but I felt my hand moving towards Julie's and next thing I know I was holding her hand. She didn't flinch, she didn't pull away, she actually smiled.  I held her hand for the rest of the movie. 

I drove home and Julie and Niall were both passed out in the car. I woke up Niall and carried Julie upstairs into my room. I don't know how much longer I can keep my feelings away from her. I lay her down on my bed and I get in next to her. I feel her shift and her eyes flutter open. by now it was 10:30 pm. She just lays there playing with my shirt. I knew now was the time.

"Jule's, Theres something I need to tell you" I say.

"what is it Zayn" she asks me clearly worried.

"Julie, I love you. I know we haven't known each other long but I feel a special connection with you. We both like the same things, we like to be with each other, we both smoke, I love you. I understand if this is too soon for you Julie or if you don't feel the same but you need to know how I feel." I tell her worried.

Julie's POV

I sat there stunned. He likes me, he really likes me. I raise my head to look at him.

"Zayn, I do feel the same about you" I tell him he grabs me and pulls me into him kissing my lips. 

We stay like that for a few minutes and i cuddle into him. I listen to the sound of his heart and lie down with him. Who would have ever thought I would have a boyfriend. I just hope nothing goes wrong. 

Zayn's POV

Julie and I are a couple now and I take a picture of her sleeping and post it on Instagram. She is so cute. I turn off my phone and hold her tightly to me and think what will Paul say when he finds out.